God has forgiven you, for all the things you have done in your life. So it seems like maybe you worry or have preconceptions of going to hell possibly? Or maybe that is were all man kind is going to end up going to, which is not really the case ; in revelation 22 which explains differently.
I'm nothing more than a person who will tell you, it's your choice. You can hate God, or not. What you do with your own life is up to you when it comes down to this, and not one person will change your mind except you yourself,
@Lucian Hodoboc.
My hope is for you to become closer to God, if you desire to read his word, and experience the love he has shown everyone while we are still sinners by sending his son the Cross.
God bless you. Sorry that I can not be any more help than what is being able to be provided. God is able to change a heart, but your choice is your choice on what you decide to do with that.
(I could push an agenda on you, or something to those effects but that is not right for me to do so!! At all as a believer)
We all have choice in this life, and we can't put the blame on anyone, or God himself unless you want to of course.
One more thing; Your feelings are just feelings, they aren't the truth. Truth is God loves you, and he says he cares for you and even desires to hear from you, and you can ask for help with your anxieties.
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I'm not a doctor, nor psychiatrist, there is no way for me to change your mind. Only God can do that, if you allow him to start coming more into your life by reading his word, and praying about the things going on in your life, and accepting the forgiveness that he gives.
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Philippians 4:6-7 do not be
anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Romans 5: 8 But God showed his great love for us by sending Christ to die for us while we were still sinners.
1 Peter 5:
5 In the same way, you who are younger, submit yourselves to your elders. All of you, clothe yourselves with humility toward one another, because,
“God opposes the proud
but shows favor to the humble.”
6 Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. 7 Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.
God bless you.