- Jan 22, 2020
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I have been a Christian for about 3 years and wasen't until recently that I really had my eyes open. I back slid and was VERY close into falling into Apostasy. It was ONLY by the Grace of the Lord that he warned me and woke me up before it was too late!! When that happened I really thought that I was done for and I was going to hell. I was online looking up answers , watching videos , going through my bible. I came upon this forum a couple times. Long story short if God had not traumatized (and I use this word lightly I am not a person to get easily messed up about things but this had me on my knees) into thinking that there was NO HOPE left and that I was going to to the pit. I was in this despair for 2 weeks and I was brought out by his grace and mercy.
Fast forward to now. I work at a Management company and I've been there for 1 year. I meet this amazing women in the Lord and she has given me so much knowledge & information about our Lord. She was put there for me from the Lord. Shes told me her testimonies and how how she had to deal with her life. I believe in Jesus and most importantly I believe in the Truth. I believe she was put in my life to let go of some things and I have stubbornly and rebelliously held on to the things of this world. After what had happened the Lord made it VERY ABUNDANTLY clear: There are two roads. Life. And Death. After this world passes your only going ONE place. Which one are you choosing?
She told me today that it is obvious that the Lord is calling me! He is giving me a chance to be "worthy to escape" You either suffer now or go or stay and die for your faith. It's time to let go of the wheel.
From since the beginning of my walk with Jesus I felt it in my heart to quit my Job leave my home and follow him.I battled with it the first time and I went through it (Almost) the enemy had come in and I let him blow my light out for the Lord. Now we are in the same position. Luke 18:22-25. I am going to quit my job and leave my apartment. FOR GOOD THIS TIME. Nothing here in this world is worth losing my salvation over. The Lord Jesus is coming. He saved me time and time again more than could ever know. Now is the time to be serious about your God.
So I ask that you guys pray for me. Any words of encouragement. I dont know where I'm going to go but I'm leaving that all to the Lord!!
In Mighty Jesus Name!!
Fast forward to now. I work at a Management company and I've been there for 1 year. I meet this amazing women in the Lord and she has given me so much knowledge & information about our Lord. She was put there for me from the Lord. Shes told me her testimonies and how how she had to deal with her life. I believe in Jesus and most importantly I believe in the Truth. I believe she was put in my life to let go of some things and I have stubbornly and rebelliously held on to the things of this world. After what had happened the Lord made it VERY ABUNDANTLY clear: There are two roads. Life. And Death. After this world passes your only going ONE place. Which one are you choosing?
She told me today that it is obvious that the Lord is calling me! He is giving me a chance to be "worthy to escape" You either suffer now or go or stay and die for your faith. It's time to let go of the wheel.
From since the beginning of my walk with Jesus I felt it in my heart to quit my Job leave my home and follow him.I battled with it the first time and I went through it (Almost) the enemy had come in and I let him blow my light out for the Lord. Now we are in the same position. Luke 18:22-25. I am going to quit my job and leave my apartment. FOR GOOD THIS TIME. Nothing here in this world is worth losing my salvation over. The Lord Jesus is coming. He saved me time and time again more than could ever know. Now is the time to be serious about your God.
So I ask that you guys pray for me. Any words of encouragement. I dont know where I'm going to go but I'm leaving that all to the Lord!!
In Mighty Jesus Name!!
