Here is the heart of God:
" This is good, and pleases God our Savior, 4 who wants all people to be saved and to come to a knowledge of the truth. 5 For there is one God and one mediator between God and mankind, the man Christ Jesus, 6 who gave himself as a ransom for all people. This has now been witnessed to at the proper time." 1 Timothy 2:3-6
Here is what the voice of God/words from God are like:
"17 But the wisdom from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, open to reason, full of mercy and good fruits, impartial and sincere." James 3:17
Sweet one, He is not hanging over you ready to strike you with lightning to turn you into ashes. It is Satan who wants to destroy you, not God!
"For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— 9 not by works, so that no one can boast." Ephesians 2:8-9. Salvation comes from the grace of God - not from whether you live or work in a certain place or not.
Finally, you are not beyond salvation! "9 because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. 10 For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved." Romans 10:9-10
Lord, please bring Therosary to the knowledge of Your truth. Please save him and heal and forgive him of his sins - please bring him to repentance. Please open up his heart to hear from You, and may he listen to no other voice. Please stir in him with your Spirit and make him Your son today. Amen!