Unlawful sin

[Purple dinosaur]

I have sinned horriblly to the man that I loved, i was with my boyfriend for 4 years and during the first year I left him because he had a drug addiction problem and during that time I hooked up with one of his friends and did drugs and drank alcohol with them along with my other friends. We got back together after a month and i never told him.. then last year he was going through a rough time with drugs and i cheated on him and never told him and then he got saved and became a Christian then this year he got bad with drugs again and I left him and hooked up with someone else and I called him and told him and he forgave me but his pastor had a vision of all my sins and i then confessed everything but now he wants nothing to do with me, I was born a Muslim but I know in my heart that I'm a christain i want to repent and be cleansed of all my sins I lost the man that I love deeply due to my selfish actions I dont know what to do i became into a person I never wanted to be

 

[Andrewofthetribe]

I have sinned horriblly to the man that I loved, i was with my boyfriend for 4 years and during the first year I left him because he had a drug addiction problem and during that time I hooked up with one of his friends and did drugs and drank alcohol with them along with my other friends. We got back together after a month and i never told him.. then last year he was going through a rough time with drugs and i cheated on him and never told him and then he got saved and became a Christian then this year he got bad with drugs again and I left him and hooked up with someone else and I called him and told him and he forgave me but his pastor had a vision of all my sins and i then confessed everything but now he wants nothing to do with me, I was born a Muslim but I know in my heart that I'm a christain i want to repent and be cleansed of all my sins I lost the man that I love deeply due to my selfish actions I dont know what to do i became into a person I never wanted to be

What about your family are they Muslim? Do you want to leave your family too?

 

[Purple dinosaur]

My mom's a christain she was a Muslim, i never put in any thought of being a christain as I do now I truly believe in jesus and that he died on that cross for our sins

 

[Ken Behrens]

You confessed everything, right? To him, and now apparently to us as well? If you are a Christian, God forgives you. Period. If you are not a Christian, and want to be one, become one right now, by telling Jesus you wish to follow Him, and to leave all your sins behind. Then take steps to find someone to teach you the ways of following Jesus, so you will not fall back into such sin.

Now, do I read it right? You confessed to your boyfriend, but your boyfriend's pastor had a vision of your sins, and because the pastor spoke to your boyfriend about your sins, he has left you? If this is so, you need a different boyfriend. That pastor is out of order, and any boyfriend who would follow such a pastor will not be good for anyone he associates with. But please make certain I am understanding this right.

 

[Purple dinosaur]

Yes you are reviewing this right but I confessed everything once his pastor had told him a glimpse of what I've done and told him to tell me so I can confess everything to him. The pastor then spoke to my boyfriend after and told him if what I said was true. My boyfriend left me because of the way he found out and because of what I've done i dont think i can forgive myself for this i know in my heart I need jesus

 

[smithed64]

Purple
You should turn to God. Go somewhere quiet, get on your knees and pray. Ask God for forgiveness and guidance.
Did you ever think, that not being with that young man, is exactly what God wants for you?
You have to deny yourself. Don't rely on man. You don't even have to take what I say. Place your trust in Christ.
Make Him first in your life. Get away from the drug scene. Go somewhere you know, can help you and protect you from that life. If your not close to home and it's a good home....go home.
The bible tells us to seek out His Kingdom first. That means to seek out Christ first. Make Him your number one. Put your past behind you, that's where it belongs. When you asked for forgiveness of you sins. God forgave them. Not only that He doesn't even remember them. Why should you?
Put Christ first. Deny yourself, pick up your cross and follow Him.
You know He died for you, You know He took the wrath of God, for you, You know that He knows what He is doing and that He wants for you to be His. He says come to him, all who are burdened and He will lighten the load.
God never puts on us more than we can stand, even if it feels like it, He still makes a way out.
Put Christ first. Trust Him. He said He'd save you if you repent. You did, now trust Him.
It isn't you confessing to us or to a pastor that saves you. It's getting down in prayer, confessing your sins to God. Because those sins you and all of us have committed, goes directly toward God. But if you ask, He is just and righteous to forgive. Not just your recent sins, but all the way to the beginning. That's what Justification means.
Trust Him.
Forget about the boyfriend, Place Christ first, seek out His kingdom first. Then He will take care of the rest, He will lead you in the right direction. Read His Word, pray daily.

 

[Ken Behrens]

Yes you are reviewing this right but I confessed everything once his pastor had told him a glimpse of what I've done and told him to tell me so I can confess everything to him. The pastor then spoke to my boyfriend after and told him if what I said was true. My boyfriend left me because of the way he found out and because of what I've done i dont think i can forgive myself for this i know in my heart I need jesus

Then this is different from what I had thought. The pastor's vision is what caused you to confess. Then there is no problem as I had thought. It may be difficult to forgive yourself. It is good that you know you need Jesus. If you have Jesus, and have been saved, great. If not, I still encourage you to ask Jesus to come to you right now. In either case, once you have Jesus, you will know you are forgiven. You will also have the help of God's own Son living in your heart to help you forgive yourself, and to move on. Perhaps your boyfriend will change his mind and return, I do not know. But God has in mind a great life for you, and He will bring you beyond this sin and this problem. Jesus is the way to receive all of these blessings.

 

[Purple dinosaur]

Thank you so much for your kind words smithed64, i really appreciate it, i will give myself to christ and trust in him

 

[Purple dinosaur]

Then this is different from what I had thought. The pastor's vision is what caused you to confess. Then there is no problem as I had thought. It may be difficult to forgive yourself. It is good that you know you need Jesus. If you have Jesus, and have been saved, great. If not, I still encourage you to ask Jesus to come to you right now. In either case, once you have Jesus, you will know you are forgiven. You will also have the help of God's own Son living in your heart to help you forgive yourself, and to move on. Perhaps your boyfriend will change his mind and return, I do not know. But God has in mind a great life for you, and He will bring you beyond this sin and this problem. Jesus is the way to receive all of these blessings.

Thank you Ken for your blessings and kind words I have not been saved yet I wish to be saved I will continue to seek christ and pray, thank you again god bless you

 

[Ken Behrens]

Thank you Ken for your blessings and kind words I have not been saved yet I wish to be saved I will continue to seek christ and pray, thank you again god bless you

If you are serious, you do not need to seek far. He is standing in the room with you now, waiting for your call. Ask Him now.

 

[Imnotjokingwellnotmostly]

May God brimg you peace. God bless you!

 

[Purple dinosaur]

If you are serious, you do not need to seek far. He is standing in the room with you now, waiting for
your call. Ask Him now.

Thank you so much for your kind words I know ill be okay as long as I put my trust in the lord, God bless you

 

[Purple dinosaur]

May God brimg you peace. God bless you!

Thank you so much i pray for God's peace and forgiveness, godbless you too

 

[Tigist]

This is not about your boyfriend or relationship at all. you have to think the bigger thing which is God, his principles and plan for you. u did not cheated on your boyfriend but on God. when ever you are in the right track with God everything works for good but every time you go out you get the consequence. but still its not God who is punishing you its its your decision. now i tell you just repaint connect with God give God time close everything and and give him time then you will hear his voice he will guide you he will fix it.

 

[Purple dinosaur]

This is not about your boyfriend or relationship at all. you have to think the bigger thing which is God, his principles and plan for you. u did not cheated on your boyfriend but on God. when ever you are in the right track with God everything works for good but every time you go out you get the consequence. but still its not God who is punishing you its its your decision. now i tell you just repaint connect with God give God time close everything and and give him time then you will hear his voice he will guide you he will fix it.

Thank you tigist,
I realize I need god and his guidance and his forgiveness, God bless you for your kind words

 

[David4223]

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[FutureAndAHope]

I have sinned horriblly to the man that I loved, i was with my boyfriend for 4 years and during the first year I left him because he had a drug addiction problem and during that time I hooked up with one of his friends and did drugs and drank alcohol with them along with my other friends. We got back together after a month and i never told him.. then last year he was going through a rough time with drugs and i cheated on him and never told him and then he got saved and became a Christian then this year he got bad with drugs again and I left him and hooked up with someone else and I called him and told him and he forgave me but his pastor had a vision of all my sins and i then confessed everything but now he wants nothing to do with me, I was born a Muslim but I know in my heart that I'm a christain i want to repent and be cleansed of all my sins I lost the man that I love deeply due to my selfish actions I dont know what to do i became into a person I never wanted to be

The fact is that God sees your heart. He knows everything that you want and need. Begin to reach out to God. Spend time getting to know Him. He is a great restorer.