When you make a particular choice, do you not have some reason for doing so?...My daily life does not seem deterministic, I seem to be making choices.
It may be a complex reason that you have pondered, which has triumphed over all other reasons you've pondered, e.g. "should I have a second helping of desert despite being comfortably full? although I am trying to lose weight, on the other hand, it might seem rude to refuse, and it is very nice, and yet..." Nevertheless, it is the result of one or more causal chains of reasoning and/or emotional responses.
Is it that, with hindsight, you feel that you could have chosen differently? Ask yourself exactly why you made the choice you did, and what would have made you choose differently - is it perhaps dependent on which of the considerations involved in your deliberation had the greatest weight with you at the time? (e.g. if the conversation had been about obesity rather than books, you might have decided more pud was a bad idea). In other words, if your state of mind and/or body had been very slightly different at that time, you might have chosen differently... and that's quite reasonable, if things had been slightly different, the outcome would have been different - but still determined by what went before, by what had influenced your state of mind and body.
It doesn't (usually) feel deterministic because we don't have access to all the details of the causal chains of events that determine our feelings and motivations; most of it is subconscious. The majority of the time we're not even aware of why we hold many of the opinions we do - we worked them out, or were persuaded, at some point, but if asked later why we have them, we have to rummage through memory, or generate a convincing narrative. Numerous studies have shown we have surprisingly little conscious insight into our choices - and we will confabulate plausible reasons after the fact.
Predetermined, but not necessarily predictable. It's possible that something external caused you to change your mind; but assuming that wasn't the case, when we are making a deliberative choice, a number of subconscious processes will vie for conscious attention with reasons for choosing one way or another - these reasons will pop into your awareness and their importance (weighting) will sway the deliberation one way or another. At some point you'll 'call time' make the choice on the current state of your deliberation - the rough state of play. But these subconscious processes may continue in the background, popping up more incidental reasons, or retrieving stuff you'd forgotten; sometimes these are unexpectedly important enough to make you overturn the decision you'd just made. So you might decide, "Ooh, yes please, I'll have another portion...", before changing your mind, "Oh no, wait... now I remember it, last time I did this I was up all night with acid reflux".If I were to decide to go left, then went right, was this predetermined?
Not so.In anyway, the reason we concluded the world to be deterministic was based on our reason and the assumption of Naturalistic Materialism, which can no longer be trusted if this is a deterministic world, as I explained above. Catch-22.
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