Okay, so who does the "good work" in a believer's life? Is it God? Or is it the believer? Well, Scripture tells us that God (Christ) is the One who does the work within a believer.
Philippians 1:6
Philippians 1:11
Philippians 2:13
Philippians 4:13
1 Corinthians 15:10
Hebrews 12:1,
2
Hebrews 13:21
Isaiah 26:12
1 John 4:12
Galatians 5:22,
23,
24 (cf.
Matthew 7:16,
18,
Matthew 19:17)
John 15:5
Ezekiel 36:26,
27
For that is why the 24 elders cast their crowns down before Jesus (
Revelation 4:10). For the crowns they received for their good work was all the result of Christ working in them.
Yeah, but doesn't a believer do the work, too? Now, yes, it is true; A believer is created unto Christ Jesus for good works (
Ephesians 2:10); And a believer is indeed held accountable by their "good works" here upon this Earth at a Judgment. But we must also realize that true believers are not ultimately doing these "
good works" alone or of their own power, though. For in
1 Corinthians 15:10 Paul said that he labored more than all of his brethren, yet he said it was not him that labored but it was the grace of God that was within him. So true believer's are just choosing to allow God's "
good work" to flow within them or not.
As for the rest of what you had written: Sorry, I started to read the beginning of your post and I could not bring myself to read anymore.
Anyways, please be well on taking your break, my friend.
And may God bless you.....