- Jan 10, 2010
- 37,281
- 8,501
- Country
- United States
- Gender
- Male
- Faith
- Non-Denom
- Marital Status
- Married
- Politics
- US-Others
We all have a path, which is defined by who we are (genetically and from our life's experiences).
For me, it was the opposite of you. In my teen years, I prayed every day and leaned on that support for many years after. It gave me comfort and it was what I needed at that time and I believed, truly.
Much later in life, certain circumstances caused me to dig in deep to the scriptures and by accident, not by plan, I started to learn so much about the historicity of the bible that I obviously never knew and I don't believe the majority of christians know, or I should say want to know.
From that point, it was taking the reality of what a thorough investigation of the bible taught me and comparing that to the reality of what we know about the world we live in and my belief came tumbling down, because it got to a point where I knew the story made absolutely zero sense, didn't line up with reality and was clearly (to me) a man made proposition.
That was my journey when it came to the personal God of the bible and it was actually an experience that was uplifting in the sense, that I knew I was being honest with myself and I couldn't pretend.
People never stop pretending. Its how the mind works. As illustrated by
your last sentence, we must continually fool ourselves that we are
always in-the-know and never wrong. That's the nature of man.
Not that it's a bad thing. We also tell ourselves we can accomplish
something long before we have any proof that we can. We tell ourselves
that there is ground under our feet even without checking each step.
We tell ourselves that everybody will stay in their own lane, even though
traffic doesn't always do so. It's how we cope with not being one with God.
Last edited:
Upvote
0