My nan died:(

[Jo1]

My nan died on Saturday night
http://christianforums.com/showthread.php?t=7280476
I cant understand why this has happened. I watched her deteriate in front of me. Its just so sad. I feel so upset. It really hurts.
I said to God I just want my nan back

 

[NostalgicGranny]

I am so sorry. If you need to talk just post or send me an IM.
My mom passed away in June, so I understand the grief and heart ache that goes along with this.
Praying God gives you strength.

 

[bubblefish]

I am so sorry to hear this Jo I lost my grandfather a few weeks ago to cancer, and had watched him deteriorate so know a bit of what you must be going through.

As always, I am here if you want to talk Hun

 

[DoubtingThomas29]

That has got to hurt make sure you talk to your friends and pen pals about your emotions, talking is good medicine for the hurting heart and mind.

 

[Jo1]

I am so sorry to hear this Jo I lost my grandfather a few weeks ago to cancer, and had watched him deteriorate so know a bit of what you must be going through.

As always, I am here if you want to talk Hun

I am so sorry to hear that
thanks

 

[Jo1]

Im in shock and denial now this can not have happened. My nans not dead she cant be

 

[bubblefish]

 

[Jo1]

I am so sorry. If you need to talk just post or send me an IM.
My mom passed away in June, so I understand the grief and heart ache that goes along with this.
Praying God gives you strength.

Im so sorry
Thanks so much love Joxxx

 

[NostalgicGranny]

Im in shock and denial now this can not have happened. My nans not dead she cant be

I know, it is truly an odd empty feeling. So many times I have felt like picking up the phone . . .

Praying for your strength and for peace of mind.

 

[Jo1]

I know, it is truly an odd empty feeling. So many times I have felt like picking up the phone . . .

Praying for your strength and for peace of mind.

Yes i know. I felt like i wanted to pick up the phone today, I miss her so much
god bless u and thanks so much for the prayers ((((HUGS))))

 

[Jo1]

Does it get any easier thats what I want to know.
Ive just been looking at some slideshow pictures of nan. One of them I had my arms around her. I just feel so sad

 

[NostalgicGranny]

Yes, it gets easier with time. Time is the one thing that is different for everybody. One person may get back to the business of life fairly soon, while another may seem to take months.

You will still hurt, as there is this numb little empty hole where your loved one belongs in your life and your heart. But it gets bearable. Even though sometimes a part of you doesn't want to get along without them. Once you have given yourself time to grieve, try focusing on good things. Or writing down your memories.

 

[Jo1]

thanks Im still grieving and i dont know what to do. It hurts so much. I will never ever be able to ring her again and hug her and say i love u nan.

 

[NostalgicGranny]

Praying for you.

 

[Jo1]

I had a dream about nan the other night. She hugged me.
I could see me in her eyes. I knew just by looking at her she was going to die I then felt Gods comfort and love. I cried out in pain and I was angry I threw something. I miss her so much

 

[Jo1]

Praying for you.

thankyou

 

[NostalgicGranny]

I'm still praying for you.

When my mom died I searched trough my voice mail for one of her messages, but didn't find any. That's when it hit me like a ton of bricks . . . I will never hear her voice again.

All I can tell you is it will get bearable again someday, just not today. Until then trust God to lead you through it.

 

[HayleyAnn]

I am praying for you, Jo. I have read some of your other posts and I can see that you are having a really tough time. May the Lord bless you and bring you through this time. I, too, lost two people I loved and cared about deeply this year...my grandmother and my uncle. Then I just found out a couple days ago that a very dear member of this forum, Benjamin1981 passed away. Although we can never really feel each other's pain, I do know it's hard to cope with. God bless you, dear. I started a thread in the prayer requests forum where you may want to post a little rememberance of your Nan... http://christianforums.com/showthread.php?t=7325360

I pray that each and every day gets a little easier for you, Jo. I am praying.