I TRULY want to believe in an all-loving God, and that I will see all my loved ones again in Heaven. I can't even imagine the thought of getting married, and loving someone with all my heart, and losing them forever (I was reading the "Life Stages: widow/widowers section" and almost broke down crying). I am an atheist because I see no reason for believing in God's existence, and all rational arguments I have seen in favour of His existence are unsound (and as a philosophy student, believe me I've seen them all). I doubt strictly logical argumentaion will lead me to God, but then what? Despite the fact I am an atheist, I have prayed sincerely with all my heart, for a God to reveal himself to me, but I have never felt anything. This is all the more difficult for me because of my skeptical nature (practically anything short of seeing Jesus waving outside my window would leave me not wholly convinced). I mean people often say they "feel" God, but this is sort of unclear. There are many times when something nice happens to me, and I feel overwhelmed with emotion, but I don't think this counts as God's presence, because I could just as easily say it's some sort of brain process. If I could believe in God I feel I would be happy beyond words, so please, anyone who can help me, I would be forever grateful.
WVOQ, I have good news for you, you are on the right track.
i beleive it is John 6:44 No man can come to
me, except the
Father which hath sent
me draw him: and I will raise
him up at the last day.
Excuse the odd font, I had to look it up, to quote exactly
Any way it looks like the Holy Spirit is leading you to God.
You live in a worldly mind, which you should let go of, and trust in God, try to develope a personal relationship with him.
I have also seen alot of arguments against my religion, and have been able to withstand them all, and I myself have seen alot
I also know a devout Christian, who is a philosophy professor.
The Bible is a book that told of the earth being round and the universe expanding, before science ever knew these things.
It has hundreds of prophecies that have been fulfilled, some people will tell you they are subject to interpretation, that is merely heresay, I can think of at least one prophecy that was precisely fulfilled as prophecised, these prophecy was specific to the DAY, and YEAR, that it would happen.
But you do not need to necessarily live in logic, it is there, though, pleanty of logical reasons for an intelligent person to beleive in God, I reccomend looking up "venomfangx" and "thevinerhyme" on youtube, very intelligent Christians who refute alot of arguments.
Again, it is very natural for you to seek logical reasons to beleive in God, and that is not necessisarily a bad thing, but faith is more important than logic, but BOTH ARE FULLY THERE, you can trust in the Lord, that even without scientific evidence, but the evidence is there. With faith you can love God, and live a good life, with logic and reason you can evangelise, and defend your beleifs.
If you have any questions do not hesitate to approach me.