You don't believe that healing is available? The bible tells us it is available, the bible says "by his stripes we are healed" it is availabel to us, if we don't preach this and believe this then are we being truly Christian? Aren't we leaving a bit out? We can't pick and choose what parts of Christianity is for us and what isn't. It's all or nothing, and yeah sometimes we don't get healed when or how we want. I know this for a fact. I have a son who was born with severely deformed feet and we have been praying for healing since he was 3 months old, he has face 9 operations in his life he is 8 now. And is coming up for ten and eleven, which will see him in a wheel chair for 3 months. But still I don't give up, not because I think if I just have enough faith or whatever, I know that God can heal him, but I also recognise that there are times that he wont, I don't claim to understand the reasons' behind that, becuase I don't understand God, he is just too big and complexed to understand.
But only a matter of weeks ago, we went to a healing night, and we prayed for him, and I said God if this is your will for him to be healed then please heal him, because the bible tells us that we only need the faith of a mustard seed to say to a bush to stand up and walk, so if we only need that tiny amount of faith, it's not a matter of not having enough faith, we gain that much faith when we believe in God and trust God with our lives. But although Samuel my son wasn't healed completely, his feet became straighter and he gained movement in his once fused ankles. He suddenly could move his feet without moving his whole leg. This to me is a miracle and a healing, no it's not as much as I want, i want more, I want him completely healed, but I am grateful for what I got, because I saw the amazement in his face, and I saw the joy that he got from being able to just do that little bit more than what he had been able to before.
And I know there are times that people don't even get this. But the point is that healing is in the bible, it is claimed that it is for now as well as in the day of Jesus, and whether we have special nights or not, it is available to us. But what you have to hear is, is it God's will. Remember the story of Lazarus, Jesus knew he was sick Mary and Martha came to him saying that their brother was sick and needed Jesus to come and heal him, but he allowed Lazarus to die, and then he went and raised him from the dead. Not everyone gets this no, as I know a lot of great Christian people that have died, but sometimes that are that great of a Christian person with such a heart for God, that God just wants them that bit nearer by his side.