Hey everyone. Long story short, I've been raised my whole life in the hard-line 'Church of Christ', which claims to be the one and only church that can save you. I've been thinking of leaving, but so far haven't. I've been enquiring into Eastern Orthodoxy (their unbroken lineage to the original church intrigues me), but everytime I think of leaving I feel sick. I've become obsessed with my thoughts of leaving, and the thoughts that pull me back to stay all the time. Religion is all I can ever think about. All day long I feel a feeling of dread and fear in the pit of my stomach. I pray, and that's the only time I can ever feel any relief, and I've made a rather unusual and extraordinary request to God tonight: I've asked him to speak to me in a dream and tell me what to do. I really need a miracle. I feel like I'm on the verge of a breakdown, or depression. Please pray for me.