hi..
uhm, i just signed up....reccommended from a friend. i was christened as an infant, but was not raised in a house that supported religion all too much. I have had some not-so-pleasant experiences throughout my adolescent life with friends trying to convert me, save me....and just drag me to "their" church. I have read the bible, in college..on my own free will, just to see what it was all about. Honestly, i don't recall much of it. Anyway, my question is this.....
I have been increasingly interested in what "god" is, what christianity is all about.......it is a theme that keeps recurring and being brought into my life.....enough so that it sticks out and i have noticed!! The thing is, everytime i talkto someone about it, or think i might just venture out on my own into an arena i know pretty much nothing about, i get shaky....visibally shaky! i have been known to break down and cry..for really no apparent reason.......i would like to know why this happens. I have to be honest, and say that it kinda freaks me out, so what i end up doing is just avoiding the entire subject matter all together. And that is basically what i have done for years......But, like i mentioned earlier, this religious thing keeps showing up in my life!! EVERYWHERE! and the frequency at which it shows up is getting closer and closer together.
anyone out there who can explain this situation to me?
thankyou!
girl on fire.
uhm, i just signed up....reccommended from a friend. i was christened as an infant, but was not raised in a house that supported religion all too much. I have had some not-so-pleasant experiences throughout my adolescent life with friends trying to convert me, save me....and just drag me to "their" church. I have read the bible, in college..on my own free will, just to see what it was all about. Honestly, i don't recall much of it. Anyway, my question is this.....
I have been increasingly interested in what "god" is, what christianity is all about.......it is a theme that keeps recurring and being brought into my life.....enough so that it sticks out and i have noticed!! The thing is, everytime i talkto someone about it, or think i might just venture out on my own into an arena i know pretty much nothing about, i get shaky....visibally shaky! i have been known to break down and cry..for really no apparent reason.......i would like to know why this happens. I have to be honest, and say that it kinda freaks me out, so what i end up doing is just avoiding the entire subject matter all together. And that is basically what i have done for years......But, like i mentioned earlier, this religious thing keeps showing up in my life!! EVERYWHERE! and the frequency at which it shows up is getting closer and closer together.
anyone out there who can explain this situation to me?
thankyou!
girl on fire.