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Another friend got engaged today. I know. I know. I should be happy for her. But it fell just a little flat. I'm dealing with my own tragedy. I have a lot of pressure on me right now.

I doubt Jonathan is the one for me. But I don't know how to figure that stuff out because well its too tough. I was sure Terrence was the one but he wasn't.

It's easy for the young ones to get what they want but us older ones just get older and older. I'm emotionally tired of life. It just doesn't seem like things are ever going to turn around.

what's next? oh yeah i'm the one who asked for unshakable faith.

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