I don't think I have ever felt so alone and so....exhausted. Im not just exhaused physically but spiritually and mentally. I have no idea what to do next or where to go. Im just walking this earth, suspended here in time until Jesus comes. I have no purpose any more I don't what to do this anymore! I just want it all to be over.I keep comming back here but I have no idea what to say or do so I close off and go to myspace and close out and come back here. Its so irrotating. I don't want to just mindlessly post scripture, I want it to be something I worked at to get, something that means something. I don't want to post scripture in vain, so Im just not posting much.
I have no idea what to think either so here I am agian, have I gone crazy fell of the deep end? Or is it just a lack of coffee and sleep? Who knows guess only time will tell huh.... well Im bored out of my mind so now that I have just spent the last five minutes wrighting this out and ranting Im leaving now
