Surrendering to God

A tough day today.

So much rage and resentment toward God. He has been instructing me to cut things out of my life.

Like Facebook and social media. Deleting Facebook was difficult. But all for his glory. Taking up my cross and following Christ.

Today, after practicing evangelism last night and being convicted by the law of God, I was feeling angry against God and felt like swearing at him.

Then, praying, I felt the Holy Spirit simply say "Surrender".

So I did. I surrendered to him. I gave up my rebellion and let him win.

Then a peace like no other came over me.

I still struggle with continual sexual thoughts and feelings of anger, but I realised - when my heart gets bitter and angry, I need to do the exact same thing as I do when sexually immoral thoughts enter my mind - go straight to Him!!

Thank you Lord! You are so good to me, in spite of my rebellious heart. All glory to you Lord. Help me follow you wherever you lead me. Amen.