... Oh man, I feel so embarrassed to say that I have a crush on a YouTuber. Its so weird because I know it'd never happen.
I love everything they are...even though the person is gay lol.
Its so weird, but I've come to the knowledge..when it comes to me and my feelings... I cant help who I like.
I feel like when cupid strikes he hits and doesn't miss lol. In the past I've tries to force myself to like guys, because they'd be my first relationship..or even for them... But it just wouldn't happen..i couldn't make the feelings arise.
That's weird isnt it? I dont I guess it just solidifies that sometimes you can't choose who you love and that it just happens. ( Tbh, I've had crushes on very few people..very few...like 3 and I'm 25)
And that's fine with me. I cant wait until I actually fall in love though, for that person to be perfect for me in every way... They themselves dont have to be perfect... Just perfect for me, just compliment me not as an accessory but a necessary.
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Anyway, I'm not going crazy with this crush lol... Just hoping it passes lol..but its funny when I do have crushes because they always catch me off guard. Anywho, time to take my car for a spin
and get my bro to his tutoring sessions.
( Definitely no more love songs for me lol)
xoxoxoxo
I love everything they are...even though the person is gay lol.
Its so weird, but I've come to the knowledge..when it comes to me and my feelings... I cant help who I like.
I feel like when cupid strikes he hits and doesn't miss lol. In the past I've tries to force myself to like guys, because they'd be my first relationship..or even for them... But it just wouldn't happen..i couldn't make the feelings arise.
That's weird isnt it? I dont I guess it just solidifies that sometimes you can't choose who you love and that it just happens. ( Tbh, I've had crushes on very few people..very few...like 3 and I'm 25)
And that's fine with me. I cant wait until I actually fall in love though, for that person to be perfect for me in every way... They themselves dont have to be perfect... Just perfect for me, just compliment me not as an accessory but a necessary.
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Anyway, I'm not going crazy with this crush lol... Just hoping it passes lol..but its funny when I do have crushes because they always catch me off guard. Anywho, time to take my car for a spin
and get my bro to his tutoring sessions.( Definitely no more love songs for me lol)
xoxoxoxo
