Hello everyone. I've been rather discouraged lately. Just with my singleness and life basically. It's just.....so frustrating.
I've been reminded this week that I'm a love seeker. I long to be loved, adored and cared for. Not by a family or friend but by a guy I can call my own and I his. It's a never ending battle sometimes.
I know I shouldn't compare myself to other people but let's face it we all do it. I do this in the relationship department. In the life department for that matter. I see people doing so well and loving life and being so happy. Truly happy. I must say i'm jealous of those people. How did they achieve that? I'll never know. Why is it that some people get blessed more than others? I've never understood this. Why must God be so complicated sometimes. Is it because they're "better" people. What do they have that I don't? Seriously I need to know. What's the secret.
CURRENT MUSIC~ TATTOO~JORDIN SPARKS
I've been reminded this week that I'm a love seeker. I long to be loved, adored and cared for. Not by a family or friend but by a guy I can call my own and I his. It's a never ending battle sometimes.
I know I shouldn't compare myself to other people but let's face it we all do it. I do this in the relationship department. In the life department for that matter. I see people doing so well and loving life and being so happy. Truly happy. I must say i'm jealous of those people. How did they achieve that? I'll never know. Why is it that some people get blessed more than others? I've never understood this. Why must God be so complicated sometimes. Is it because they're "better" people. What do they have that I don't? Seriously I need to know. What's the secret.
CURRENT MUSIC~ TATTOO~JORDIN SPARKS