Well this post isn't going to be much either.
I got up early, and spent hours on & off dancing on gravel -in the blazing sun.
My brain is pretty fried now. Just trying to read a few stuff before bed.
Can't write much because I can barely put two sentances together.
Drinking a pop w/ caffeine is doing nothing for my brain either, guess caffeine just makes me jittery.
Would like to post a real, & full post- but I guess such stuff will have to wait till Mon. night or Tues.
I wonder if we'll have any "fun" on the bus coming back. If anything maybe I can witness to somebody, i did get to help this one elderly man last time.
I hope everything goes fine tomorrow, and that "somebody" has a good attitude. I'm getting a bit tired of this. I don't know what the deal is for this...
Still miss my babies (even more).
I think one is mad at me ( the sensitive one, well, on second though they both are- Ok the one that's sensitive & has the control issues). I understand, they can't understand why I'm not there. I wonder if when I come home they're not going to come running to me, because they think I've been away too long.
For real, I have seen that many personality traits are already discernable, within a year.
This child has some of both of her parents "weaker" traits, some of my positive ones plus some other good ones that we have no clue where they got 'em from. Around a year already playing mind games w/ people, seriously (for their level).
When their father is able to play with them, then they act like they're not interested, and they act like they're pulling away and say noo etc. Then the other day I caught them doing this and then as soon as their pop stopped, I saw them purposely backing back into them (so they could be grabbed again). And I caught them doing this while trying to look back out of the corner of their eyes... only 2 (but doing stuff like this, for at least a year.).
Whew, sometimes I wonder what I'm (we) going to have to deal with as time goes by...well with God's help I just take it day by day, step by step.
later....
I got up early, and spent hours on & off dancing on gravel -in the blazing sun.
My brain is pretty fried now. Just trying to read a few stuff before bed.
Can't write much because I can barely put two sentances together.
Drinking a pop w/ caffeine is doing nothing for my brain either, guess caffeine just makes me jittery.
Would like to post a real, & full post- but I guess such stuff will have to wait till Mon. night or Tues.
I wonder if we'll have any "fun" on the bus coming back. If anything maybe I can witness to somebody, i did get to help this one elderly man last time.
I hope everything goes fine tomorrow, and that "somebody" has a good attitude. I'm getting a bit tired of this. I don't know what the deal is for this...
Still miss my babies (even more).
I think one is mad at me ( the sensitive one, well, on second though they both are- Ok the one that's sensitive & has the control issues). I understand, they can't understand why I'm not there. I wonder if when I come home they're not going to come running to me, because they think I've been away too long.
For real, I have seen that many personality traits are already discernable, within a year.
This child has some of both of her parents "weaker" traits, some of my positive ones plus some other good ones that we have no clue where they got 'em from. Around a year already playing mind games w/ people, seriously (for their level).
When their father is able to play with them, then they act like they're not interested, and they act like they're pulling away and say noo etc. Then the other day I caught them doing this and then as soon as their pop stopped, I saw them purposely backing back into them (so they could be grabbed again). And I caught them doing this while trying to look back out of the corner of their eyes... only 2 (but doing stuff like this, for at least a year.).
Whew, sometimes I wonder what I'm (we) going to have to deal with as time goes by...well with God's help I just take it day by day, step by step.
later....
