I feel I'm traveling down a road few choose to travel. One, because not many will admit to feeling envy and they demonize others who are honest for experiencing these feelings as all normal humans do. Two, because I was so behind in life.. I had no choice but to watch other walk ahead of me,,
For a while I was a bit bitter and envious. It was hard being at the bottom watching others go before you.. I tried to avoid it and even disappear from friends, but what I've learned from sticking it out is that,
The joy they experience literally transfers to you as well and in a way you're apart of their special moment...
And it just molds your heart, you get rid of bitterness and jealousy and its melts away when you watch the people you love. Experience you...
Your heart makes a shift.
In happy my cousin is getting married and I'm happy ill be a bridesmaid and me and my other cousin will be getting out make up done and picking dresses
)))
This is such a special time for everyone.
In glad I took the road less traveled...and worked on this. There's a reason why we're happy fo4 others... I believe in karma.. and on top of that, if so much blessings are being poured out on others...what makes you think it wont get on you ?
That's all for this entry, I'm about to go out to eat with my cousin <3
I'm very happy today
For a while I was a bit bitter and envious. It was hard being at the bottom watching others go before you.. I tried to avoid it and even disappear from friends, but what I've learned from sticking it out is that,
The joy they experience literally transfers to you as well and in a way you're apart of their special moment...
And it just molds your heart, you get rid of bitterness and jealousy and its melts away when you watch the people you love. Experience you...
Your heart makes a shift.
In happy my cousin is getting married and I'm happy ill be a bridesmaid and me and my other cousin will be getting out make up done and picking dresses
))) This is such a special time for everyone.
In glad I took the road less traveled...and worked on this. There's a reason why we're happy fo4 others... I believe in karma.. and on top of that, if so much blessings are being poured out on others...what makes you think it wont get on you
?That's all for this entry, I'm about to go out to eat with my cousin <3
I'm very happy today
