I am a monster. I was pure, then he poisoned my heart. Now I hate. Now I struggle to see the beauty of anything. I struggle to pray. I struggle to exist. The constant pull of the pit is exhausting. Sometimes I almost want to just give in to make the agony end.
But I know in my bones that You are good. You are for me. You are my God. It's been 15 years. It still hurts. Will it ever stop? Be still and know that I am God. Okay. I will try.
Please Father,
Help me.
But I know in my bones that You are good. You are for me. You are my God. It's been 15 years. It still hurts. Will it ever stop? Be still and know that I am God. Okay. I will try.
Please Father,
Help me.
