Father... I am sorry. And now... now that I have yet again torn my heart out and can't think for the pain.... now I can see what I have done... I don't know whether there is a way out.
I love You... and I have, eventually , obeyed You.
But I can't go on.... I don't have the emotional strength at the moment to do any more.
And everything else it falling to pieces around me. Normally I would be trying to hold it together... but I can't, Lord.
If this is the end... I just accept it, from You.
If it's not... you will have to mend it, because I can't.
I love You... and I have, eventually , obeyed You.
But I can't go on.... I don't have the emotional strength at the moment to do any more.
And everything else it falling to pieces around me. Normally I would be trying to hold it together... but I can't, Lord.
If this is the end... I just accept it, from You.
If it's not... you will have to mend it, because I can't.
