I had a peaceful day today. I relaxed today. It rained today and soothed my soul very much. I suffered some remembering my ritual abuse. I remembered that I was raped cruelly and that I was told that I was evil over and over when I was raped. I suffered all day hearing that I was evil. When I woke I was told I was evil. I was given a small bed to sleep in in a small room in Silver and Kevin's apartment. My room was painted white. I had a small bed and a small stand and it had a small glass vase on it. I had a small Bible I was allowed to read. I would read it everyday. Silver and Kevin went to work each day and around 7pm they would come home and would begin to harm me. Kevin would rape me and call me evil over and over. Silver would threaten to make me overeat and fed me too much for dinner. Kevin would say that I was evil many times and would tell me I belonged to the Enemy because I was evil and that I belonged to Silver and him. It was very painful and disturbing to me that they spoke to me that way.
I thought of these things today but the Lord protected me and soothed me. The Lord comforted my heart and told me I am a ritual abuse victim and that there are other ritual abuse victims and they know my pain. The Lord told me that the other ritual abuse victims heard the same evils from their tormentors. This helped me feel comforted that others understood my pain.
I thought of these things today but the Lord protected me and soothed me. The Lord comforted my heart and told me I am a ritual abuse victim and that there are other ritual abuse victims and they know my pain. The Lord told me that the other ritual abuse victims heard the same evils from their tormentors. This helped me feel comforted that others understood my pain.
