November 30th

Hi. I had a pretty good day today. I watched Knives Out with my mom in the theater and it was really good. It was both comedic and entertaining with a good mystery. I'm trying to be more optimistic these days. I want to have a merry Christmas with my family. I've been hearing a nice voice in my head that says that God loves me and Jesus loves me and I'm not a horrible person. I sometimes worry that I'm a horrible person because of some things that I've done in the past. But the nice voice in my head tells me that Jesus died for those sins so I don't have to feel guilty about them anymore.

Right now I'm watching It's a Wonderful Life on TV. It's a really good classic movie. The nice voice in my head says that I have a good heart. He says I'm really not that bad and Jesus and God won't send me to hell this Christmas. I hope he is right. Christmas is probably my favorite time of the year. The nice voice in my head says that the messages I got weren't from Jesus. He says that Jesus wouldn't say the kind of thing that the messages were saying. I really hope he is right. The nice voice says that Jesus and God have mercy on us.

If you read this, please pray for me that I will have a good Christmas season and that I will do well in school. Sometimes I feel like I will go to hell, but today I was definitely feeling better. The nice voice in my head told me that it is too late for the devil, but it is not too late for me. So, I hope if I believe and repent that I will be able to enter into God's kingdom.

Thanks,

SnowTiger