Really feeling miserable again. I had some good food today. I went to Mountain Mike's and had their garlic sticks with cheese and a root beer. It cost $9 and I gave then $1 as a tip. After that I gave $3 to a homeless and disabled man that I often help who live in my neighborhood.
Then I went home and my friend was at home with my brother. My brother beat Hollow Knight but he got the bad ending. He is now searching for the Void Heart so he can get the good ending to Hollow Knight.
The voices in my head keep telling me to quit college. They say that I'm going to be buried alive forever if I don't quit. I'm really worried about everything. Everyone says I shouldn't quit, but the voices say it is the only way out of my current predicament.
I feel like God and Jesus hate me and I'm a terrible person. I don't feel any love in my heart. All that is there is the devil who is laughing at me. One of the voices keeps saying "Maybe you're not a terrible person." I keep telling that voice that I am a terrible person. I really hate myself and feel like an awful person. I really feel like I will go to hell soon. I feel like if I get a C I will go to hell.
Then I went home and my friend was at home with my brother. My brother beat Hollow Knight but he got the bad ending. He is now searching for the Void Heart so he can get the good ending to Hollow Knight.
The voices in my head keep telling me to quit college. They say that I'm going to be buried alive forever if I don't quit. I'm really worried about everything. Everyone says I shouldn't quit, but the voices say it is the only way out of my current predicament.
I feel like God and Jesus hate me and I'm a terrible person. I don't feel any love in my heart. All that is there is the devil who is laughing at me. One of the voices keeps saying "Maybe you're not a terrible person." I keep telling that voice that I am a terrible person. I really hate myself and feel like an awful person. I really feel like I will go to hell soon. I feel like if I get a C I will go to hell.
