I retired too soon.
I eased down too slowly before the race was run.
I'm losing interest
that's a sure sign
I feel Ricky in After Life
Who gives a toss
Yes its self pity
Yes it narcissistic
Life's not all about me?
Well its not all about you either
I need a joke now
to save this maudlin mess
of whining words
I envy Ricky gervais
because he does have courage
and he is ruthlessly honest
he's not here to impress anyone
his jokes are a natural part of him
but this isn't about Gervais either
its about my partner
and how long she has left
and how do I make her feel good about whatever
diagnosis/prognosis she is given
can I finally be a decent human being?
yes its time I turned it over to God
you are right
Please don't be a figment of my imagination
please help her
please help me help her
don't break her heart
or mine either
I eased down too slowly before the race was run.
I'm losing interest
that's a sure sign
I feel Ricky in After Life
Who gives a toss
Yes its self pity
Yes it narcissistic
Life's not all about me?
Well its not all about you either
I need a joke now
to save this maudlin mess
of whining words
I envy Ricky gervais
because he does have courage
and he is ruthlessly honest
he's not here to impress anyone
his jokes are a natural part of him
but this isn't about Gervais either
its about my partner
and how long she has left
and how do I make her feel good about whatever
diagnosis/prognosis she is given
can I finally be a decent human being?
yes its time I turned it over to God
you are right
Please don't be a figment of my imagination
please help her
please help me help her
don't break her heart
or mine either
