Okay so I just got finished looking at a video about waiting for your husband and whatever...and it was so real that I just appreciate the youtuber for their transparency because it helped me so much.
It opened my eyes, like scales falling off pauls face.
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She is also a godly woman but she was just wondering why it was taking her so long to be paired off...then she just got in pray or meditated and lisstenes to the spirit and started jotting things down.
And what she heard was that she wasn't ready...and here's why. All the things she expected in a godly man.. She herself didn't really have.. She didnt want to be paired with the right guy and hold him back, she didn't want them to try and buy a house and she be the reason they get denied. So she's accepted that she isnt ready and is working on her.
And I thought about myself and I'm not ready either, not financially..im not healed spiritually from the bs with my aunt and my own personal faith needs to go deeper... So I just thank her for her transperwnxy because it helped me soooo much. Theres too many thing I need to work on..
I'd much rather stay single then hold someone back and make their lives hell the way my dad did for my mom. So I really needed that. And I'm glad for it.
It opened my eyes, like scales falling off pauls face.
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She is also a godly woman but she was just wondering why it was taking her so long to be paired off...then she just got in pray or meditated and lisstenes to the spirit and started jotting things down.
And what she heard was that she wasn't ready...and here's why. All the things she expected in a godly man.. She herself didn't really have.. She didnt want to be paired with the right guy and hold him back, she didn't want them to try and buy a house and she be the reason they get denied. So she's accepted that she isnt ready and is working on her.
And I thought about myself and I'm not ready either, not financially..im not healed spiritually from the bs with my aunt and my own personal faith needs to go deeper... So I just thank her for her transperwnxy because it helped me soooo much. Theres too many thing I need to work on..
I'd much rather stay single then hold someone back and make their lives hell the way my dad did for my mom. So I really needed that. And I'm glad for it.
