I just got finished talking with a friend ,for 2 hours, helping him with relationship issues and I can see the strains its taking on him...I can honestly say I'd rather be single till I'm a better person and what the other expects of me. I put my own self through the ringer enough as it is( mentally not measuring up to my own standards)but...to feel low because I cant measure up to someone else's standard and to be in love with them is a different kind of pain in not ready to experience....
And I love my friends to bits, but I don't want low self esteem bc I'm chasing some man that's not crap or blaming myself for everything in a relationship...and just becoming more depressed...
I just don't..
And honestly , I think I'm making a good choice...I might close down my dating account.
I think I'm finally happy being single, I love not being under that pressure and being free.
Seeing some celebs I admire single and without kids in their 30's helps me to not feel like an anomaly..and that its okay to be single..and its better than having a headache...yeah...it is.
I think I'm gonna chill out to some music before I sleep.
Xoxoxox
And I love my friends to bits, but I don't want low self esteem bc I'm chasing some man that's not crap or blaming myself for everything in a relationship...and just becoming more depressed...
I just don't..
And honestly , I think I'm making a good choice...I might close down my dating account.
I think I'm finally happy being single, I love not being under that pressure and being free.
Seeing some celebs I admire single and without kids in their 30's helps me to not feel like an anomaly..and that its okay to be single..and its better than having a headache...yeah...it is.
I think I'm gonna chill out to some music before I sleep.
Xoxoxox
