Writing has always been a healing balm to me. So I need to write. This is how God talks to me. Maybe I'm struggling with hearing God because I"m not writing...
Thus I need to write.
I saw Marcell in Indiana. I kissed him. I'm unsure why. I haven't seen him for years and I kiss him. I think it was the missed opportunities line that got to me. I loved him so long ago...
J's still in my life. I love him. I do. But I get scared and thus I run away or push him away.
Every Sunday I still see my ex-fiance. I"m stronger now though. It doesn't phase me if I see him anymore. I know its God's call on my life to stand in front of him, to be redeemed in front of him. I don't understand why God is doing it this way but I know he does.
I'm happy for the first time in a LONG time. I know I'm making some crazy mistakes but I'm ok. I get up and dust myself off and pray that God will keep me. I'm enjoying the freedom that I found by being released from a year of hell.
Thus I need to write.
I saw Marcell in Indiana. I kissed him. I'm unsure why. I haven't seen him for years and I kiss him. I think it was the missed opportunities line that got to me. I loved him so long ago...
J's still in my life. I love him. I do. But I get scared and thus I run away or push him away.
Every Sunday I still see my ex-fiance. I"m stronger now though. It doesn't phase me if I see him anymore. I know its God's call on my life to stand in front of him, to be redeemed in front of him. I don't understand why God is doing it this way but I know he does.
I'm happy for the first time in a LONG time. I know I'm making some crazy mistakes but I'm ok. I get up and dust myself off and pray that God will keep me. I'm enjoying the freedom that I found by being released from a year of hell.
