Today is going pretty well, its not to cold and not hot just happy medium I suppose.
I have been struggeling alot, and no matter what I do I feel guilty and can't stop. Though no one knows this and I figure that I can post here and be well, pretty safe that no one reads this....at least not a lot I hope. Anyways I have no where safe to post this and figured this is going to be the safest place out of any of the other choices.
I just feel so hungry and can't stop the hunger. I tried drinking water and coffee and soda and non of it helps. I just want to fast and this is a huge struggle. I have never struggled at not eating before I could just fast whenever and it has never been an issue.
I tried eating and feel so guilty in doing so, and after a couple of weeks I look in the mirror and notice a huge differance and my size of pants went up a dress size or two and I put my pants on in the morning and can hardly button them:o oh what is a girl to do.
I guess fasting is the answer if I could only stop myslef from stuffing my face long enough to fast but that obviously going to be a battle of its own so now what
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I have been struggeling alot, and no matter what I do I feel guilty and can't stop. Though no one knows this and I figure that I can post here and be well, pretty safe that no one reads this....at least not a lot I hope. Anyways I have no where safe to post this and figured this is going to be the safest place out of any of the other choices.
I just feel so hungry and can't stop the hunger. I tried drinking water and coffee and soda and non of it helps. I just want to fast and this is a huge struggle. I have never struggled at not eating before I could just fast whenever and it has never been an issue.
I tried eating and feel so guilty in doing so, and after a couple of weeks I look in the mirror and notice a huge differance and my size of pants went up a dress size or two and I put my pants on in the morning and can hardly button them:o oh what is a girl to do.
I guess fasting is the answer if I could only stop myslef from stuffing my face long enough to fast but that obviously going to be a battle of its own so now what?
