growing up

You know Growing up as a kid. I never had a mom there to love on me nor a dad to love on me! things were tough for me! Since i could remember I was dealing with emotional abuse my whole life I lost so many people in my life that were so close to me! My sister that was 8 at the time she passed away because of her heart problems because she was really sick and i am not going to lie i am going to be totally honest with you!.. I am traumatized but what i have to see that night she died!! Seeing her body laying there. seeing her not being her seeing her house she was lifeless but you know today i know where she is.! She is waiting for My mom,sisters,grandparents,and who ever else. i know she is in heaven in good hands by God. Kylie Spirit lives on in my heart! and someday I know i will see her again!!