I'm getting tired of CF.
Ever since my vacation last week I've been on this "spiritual high" or whatever you call it. My time at Camp was so inspiring and so deeply God-infused that I have thought every day since leaving camp about the lessons I learned from the Bible. Such a powerful sword is the Bible, God's Word! It has pierced my soul and left me hungering and thirsting for more. It was just what I had been needing for a long time now, but just didn't have the courage to open up my heart to it. I finally have and it is like fresh air and ice cold water rushing over me.
I absolutely love the symbolism of the Tabernacle in the wilderness. I have always been fascinated by the tabernacle, and the teaching we got at camp satisfied a deep desire of mine to know more about it.
I love God's Word. It is living and active. It is sharper than any double edged sword, penetrating to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow, judging the heart's thoughts and attitudes. (paraphrase of heb 4:12)
With this in mind I have come to the conclusion that Cf is not a good place for me to be right now. Coming here takes too much of my time. I read too much that has influenced me negatively. I often come away from CF in a depressed state of mind. It is because I am seeing too much of man's wisdom, too much negativity, too much opinion and not enough Absolute Truth. In the long run this can only be harmful to me. In addition, I don't even really want to come here. This can only be from God, because on my own I would only desire to submit to what I know is not good for me. The desire is gone.
So, it naturally follows that I say goodbye to the forums. I will continue to use this blog though to record my thoughts, dreams and ramblings.
Ever since my vacation last week I've been on this "spiritual high" or whatever you call it. My time at Camp was so inspiring and so deeply God-infused that I have thought every day since leaving camp about the lessons I learned from the Bible. Such a powerful sword is the Bible, God's Word! It has pierced my soul and left me hungering and thirsting for more. It was just what I had been needing for a long time now, but just didn't have the courage to open up my heart to it. I finally have and it is like fresh air and ice cold water rushing over me.
I absolutely love the symbolism of the Tabernacle in the wilderness. I have always been fascinated by the tabernacle, and the teaching we got at camp satisfied a deep desire of mine to know more about it.
I love God's Word. It is living and active. It is sharper than any double edged sword, penetrating to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow, judging the heart's thoughts and attitudes. (paraphrase of heb 4:12)
With this in mind I have come to the conclusion that Cf is not a good place for me to be right now. Coming here takes too much of my time. I read too much that has influenced me negatively. I often come away from CF in a depressed state of mind. It is because I am seeing too much of man's wisdom, too much negativity, too much opinion and not enough Absolute Truth. In the long run this can only be harmful to me. In addition, I don't even really want to come here. This can only be from God, because on my own I would only desire to submit to what I know is not good for me. The desire is gone.
So, it naturally follows that I say goodbye to the forums. I will continue to use this blog though to record my thoughts, dreams and ramblings.
