I got asked if I blame God for my miscarriage. I got asked if I blame pretty much anyone...the answer is no. I cannot assume I know anything about WHY this happened, because frankly, I am dumbfounded...I can just hold on and pray that for some glorious reason, it has occurred, and my child is now with the Lord.
I blame myself for the most part. It's my body that does this. That brings my total to 4...4 lost children...
For now I am just muddling through, still pretty numb, not really accepting what has occurred. I fear for the time it completely hits me, whenever that may be, though I frankly have no clue when.
I blame myself for the most part. It's my body that does this. That brings my total to 4...4 lost children...
For now I am just muddling through, still pretty numb, not really accepting what has occurred. I fear for the time it completely hits me, whenever that may be, though I frankly have no clue when.