April 19, 2010
It has been a day, nice and calm and just enjoyable. I drank a cup and a half of coffee, I did pretty well so I will stay here for a little while before going down to a cup. Still notice no difference, God still seems 'silent' and not here, though I know that is not true. I am still struggeling, I guess I don't understand why He is not making himself present to me like He used to, not that He has to answer to me or anything. I will remain strong and I will continue to seek him out.
This morning, I didn't have anything for breakfast, but I did have freeze dried pears for lunch and poor mans nachos for dinner. This fast is going well and the food is good.
Jesus just be with me and make your presence known to me once again.
It has been a day, nice and calm and just enjoyable. I drank a cup and a half of coffee, I did pretty well so I will stay here for a little while before going down to a cup. Still notice no difference, God still seems 'silent' and not here, though I know that is not true. I am still struggeling, I guess I don't understand why He is not making himself present to me like He used to, not that He has to answer to me or anything. I will remain strong and I will continue to seek him out.
This morning, I didn't have anything for breakfast, but I did have freeze dried pears for lunch and poor mans nachos for dinner. This fast is going well and the food is good.
Jesus just be with me and make your presence known to me once again.
