April 18, 2010
Today was not as difficult in the matter of food, but while at church I struggled trumendously. I am just torn at to what to do and where to go. Rozzlin has told me that she doesn't like our old church (the one we are going to again) she like church 29. However, I struggle with that church because the short period of time I attended that church they changes buildings, service times twice and every week they rearranged it, the pastor temperarly steped down for a short time giving the position to another in the church, and they also made us all move to the first two rows which was hard for me because I have OCD and to just switch chairs is really hard and uncomfortable for me. The church its self was wonderful, the people were great and the pastor always backed up his sermans with tons of scripture. So I just don't know, it is a constint struggle and I do feel guilty and selfish.
Jesus, go with me tomorrow and guid my day. I ask that you move me where you want me, tell me where to go. I pray that you be with me and help me to continue to keep my focus on you, and that you remain the center of my life and my thoughts. Use me to reach my family and friends, I ask that you bless my family and friends as well. Be blessed in all that I say and do, I pray that your name is praised above all else. You are the Lord of Lords and you alone reign above all else. Thank you and I love you....amen!
Today was not as difficult in the matter of food, but while at church I struggled trumendously. I am just torn at to what to do and where to go. Rozzlin has told me that she doesn't like our old church (the one we are going to again) she like church 29. However, I struggle with that church because the short period of time I attended that church they changes buildings, service times twice and every week they rearranged it, the pastor temperarly steped down for a short time giving the position to another in the church, and they also made us all move to the first two rows which was hard for me because I have OCD and to just switch chairs is really hard and uncomfortable for me. The church its self was wonderful, the people were great and the pastor always backed up his sermans with tons of scripture. So I just don't know, it is a constint struggle and I do feel guilty and selfish.
Jesus, go with me tomorrow and guid my day. I ask that you move me where you want me, tell me where to go. I pray that you be with me and help me to continue to keep my focus on you, and that you remain the center of my life and my thoughts. Use me to reach my family and friends, I ask that you bless my family and friends as well. Be blessed in all that I say and do, I pray that your name is praised above all else. You are the Lord of Lords and you alone reign above all else. Thank you and I love you....amen!
