April 17, 2010
Well, ate oatmeal with applesauce and cherry juice mixed in for flavor. Then headed down to Polson for my brother in laws bbq celebration with organic corn chips and mixed nuts. It was really really hard because they all had potato salad, chips in 7 different flavors, and bbq ribs, hotdogs, or hamburgers. I had a veggie salad from subway with organic blasamic vinegarette dressing. I so badly wanted to break my fast, my flesh self kept thinking go ahead just have a chip, or one little bite off of Tonies ribs wouldn't hurt but the reality is, is that it is cheating and would defeat the purpose. I am proud to say that I did not cheat, I stuck to it with the help of God.
Jesus, please help me to continue on in my journy. Draw near to me and change me through and through, give me your heart for the children and for people, help me to keep my focus on you and not my worldly desires. Amen.
Well, ate oatmeal with applesauce and cherry juice mixed in for flavor. Then headed down to Polson for my brother in laws bbq celebration with organic corn chips and mixed nuts. It was really really hard because they all had potato salad, chips in 7 different flavors, and bbq ribs, hotdogs, or hamburgers. I had a veggie salad from subway with organic blasamic vinegarette dressing. I so badly wanted to break my fast, my flesh self kept thinking go ahead just have a chip, or one little bite off of Tonies ribs wouldn't hurt but the reality is, is that it is cheating and would defeat the purpose. I am proud to say that I did not cheat, I stuck to it with the help of God.
Jesus, please help me to continue on in my journy. Draw near to me and change me through and through, give me your heart for the children and for people, help me to keep my focus on you and not my worldly desires. Amen.
