April 21, 2010
Well the fast is going seemingly well, still enjoying the food though there is not a very good veriety of it. I am still trying to hear from God....I am beginning to think that He doesn't have anything to say to me any more. Have I really allowed myslef to fall so far down that He can't hear me any longer? Am I so far out of His reach that I can't be saved?
well I don't know but I must keep pressing forward. One thing I do know for sure is that He will never leave us or forsake us, he hears the cries of his people, and he is willing to leave the 99 safe ones to go get the 1 lost one, so at least I know there is still hope. I guess I will hang on that for a while 
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I have Bible study tonight, and I am taking Rozzie so this should be interesting. We will see how it goes, Andrea should be happy that Rozzie is comming to play with her so that she will not be bored.
Jesus, I ask that you go with us into Bible study as we seek out your word and your will. I ask that you speak to each and every one of us there that we may leave there a changes people. I ask that you present yourself to me in a very real way, change my family and become the center focus of all you do. I ask that you get a hold of my husbands heart before it is to late, and only you Lord know when that is. I ask that you open the doors of oppertunity for me and guide me in the direction you have for me. I pray that you are blessed by your people today and I praise and thank you for all that you have done for us since the beginning of time. I love you Lord....amen.
Well the fast is going seemingly well, still enjoying the food though there is not a very good veriety of it. I am still trying to hear from God....I am beginning to think that He doesn't have anything to say to me any more. Have I really allowed myslef to fall so far down that He can't hear me any longer? Am I so far out of His reach that I can't be saved?
well I don't know but I must keep pressing forward. One thing I do know for sure is that He will never leave us or forsake us, he hears the cries of his people, and he is willing to leave the 99 safe ones to go get the 1 lost one, so at least I know there is still hope. I guess I will hang on that for a while .I have Bible study tonight, and I am taking Rozzie so this should be interesting. We will see how it goes, Andrea should be happy that Rozzie is comming to play with her so that she will not be bored.
Jesus, I ask that you go with us into Bible study as we seek out your word and your will. I ask that you speak to each and every one of us there that we may leave there a changes people. I ask that you present yourself to me in a very real way, change my family and become the center focus of all you do. I ask that you get a hold of my husbands heart before it is to late, and only you Lord know when that is. I ask that you open the doors of oppertunity for me and guide me in the direction you have for me. I pray that you are blessed by your people today and I praise and thank you for all that you have done for us since the beginning of time. I love you Lord....amen.
