Well, its been a long while since posting to my blog. now what to say? Life is just that life. Im tired exhausted and want to sleep, but now that I must push on, keep going. After all I do find sleeping and such boring and would rather be up doing something else like reading or playing or something productive.
However unfortunatly Im human and a tired one at that. I really should go plant my lilies in my garden but every time I look at the weeds Im like
UGH! this can wait and or I will do it tomorrow....its a good thing tomorrow never comes because I would be a lier if it did
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Im at work right now and its deader than a smashed spider and so I thought I would or might find some sort of companionship to chat at only to find it dead and dying. this forum has become a desolate waste land of late, and Im starting to think its either because summer is comming and so its becomming nice and everyone is scrambeling to go out and enjoy the sun, or its because of the numerouse times this site has gone down rather do to fault of owners or no fault to them. Those are just my assumtions, I prefer to think the first is the reason so Im leaving it at that.
Wow, for not really having nothing to say I sure can wright a long blog LOL guess I am good at rambeling after all.
Church went well yesterday, though the pastor wasn't nearly as funny as usual, but thats ok. The odd thing was that upon arriving and taking my usual seat in the back one of the ladys came up and asked if I was familure or had experiance with power point and I said yes, I used to run the sound and power point at my other church. I told her I did the sound for 13 years and power point for 2 (since it was relativly new) so she asked if I would like to fill in when needed....my heart leaped for joy! Of course I did, I hate feeling usless and like Im just taking up space with out contributing. So finally Im starting to feel some sort of usefulness (purpose) again, if that makes sence. Anywas suppose I will end this and read a little more. Bye me
However unfortunatly Im human and a tired one at that. I really should go plant my lilies in my garden but every time I look at the weeds Im like
UGH! this can wait and or I will do it tomorrow....its a good thing tomorrow never comes because I would be a lier if it did .Im at work right now and its deader than a smashed spider and so I thought I would or might find some sort of companionship to chat at only to find it dead and dying. this forum has become a desolate waste land of late, and Im starting to think its either because summer is comming and so its becomming nice and everyone is scrambeling to go out and enjoy the sun, or its because of the numerouse times this site has gone down rather do to fault of owners or no fault to them. Those are just my assumtions, I prefer to think the first is the reason so Im leaving it at that.
Wow, for not really having nothing to say I sure can wright a long blog LOL guess I am good at rambeling after all.
Church went well yesterday, though the pastor wasn't nearly as funny as usual, but thats ok. The odd thing was that upon arriving and taking my usual seat in the back one of the ladys came up and asked if I was familure or had experiance with power point and I said yes, I used to run the sound and power point at my other church. I told her I did the sound for 13 years and power point for 2 (since it was relativly new) so she asked if I would like to fill in when needed....my heart leaped for joy! Of course I did, I hate feeling usless and like Im just taking up space with out contributing. So finally Im starting to feel some sort of usefulness (purpose) again, if that makes sence. Anywas suppose I will end this and read a little more. Bye me
