I am sitting a lone in the dark with me still in my ways, o lord my God you have been their like a father to me but i am lost. I have turned away to meany times to count o my father look away from my face for it is covered with sin, i am a wicked servant but you still haven't left my side. Take me into your arms God and hold me make me new. You clean me with holy water and you say."MY son i don't want to look away from you, i've seen the way the world has treated you before you drew your first breath, come with me to my house and i'll love you forever and ever more". my heart cries out, Jesus , Jesus you could of looked away from me but you didn't.