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Im so empty so broken inside
the stuff I do for fun is away to hide
to excape the hurt of a wasted life
I have tried so hard to fill a void and empty space
that only gets bigger and I can not erase
the guilt that floods me day and night
is it just another pointless fight
God right now I give you...
suport our troops
I was thinking today about veterans day and our past and present troops. It occured to me that we should support them no matter what. We may not agree with this war or that war, or any war, but the trueth is they do much more than just fight in wars.
We send them over...
Today I just feel lonley, I have been posting on the pentecostle forum alot, but it seems that Im the only one there. Every now and again some one might come and make one post and leave. All my friends seem to have disappeared and Im left standing by my self.
Kinda starts to feel lonley...
It started out my step mom getting fired from the job (we both worked at the same place). Then she went to her stamping class and never returned, no phone call no nothing.
She might have been a step mom, but she was the only one out of the other two who was actually a mom to us. Well, last...
I was reading the church bulletin yesterday morning and ran across a message at the very bottom saying that the womens ministry needs bakers.:doh: I though yeah right I wish, baking for me is the number one nightmare! So I decided that when I get home Im going to call up dear ole granny and ask...
Sit back don't say a word
ignore whats around
the damage that is caused
can be fixed if infact they go away
Sit back don't say a word
you don't know who they are
that makes your silence more ok
because hopefully eventually they will go away
I can not sit and pretend anymore
God has called...
Today is going pretty well, its not to cold and not hot just happy medium I suppose.
I have been struggeling alot, and no matter what I do I feel guilty and can't stop. Though no one knows this and I figure that I can post here and be well, pretty safe that no one reads this....at least not a...
Sometimes I think life is too hard to go on and begg God to end it, then I realized that its only when I give up that satan has one~I just can not let that happen.
So once again Im up and fighting the battle rather physical or spiritual, and it is heart breaking and seems hopless but never the...
Jesus clearly teaches about serving two masters. You can not serve Jesus and satan, either you love Jesus and hate satan or you love satan and hate Jesus.
Here is what he says about being lukewar:
Revelation 3:16 So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my...
It breaks my heart just how bad we treat God, its bad enough we pretty well ignore him and well, just take him off the shelf and dust him off so to speak when we need him. Then when everything seems ok again its back up on the "shelf" for God again. So how much longer do we really think God is...
So I really believe that Im a prayer worrier. I didn't believe it at first then one day someone said you really are a prayer worrier and I laughed at them. I can not even remember the last time God answered one of my prayers. In fact I remember laying on my bed crying and asking God what was...
Last weekend I went camping with my husband. We left Thursday night and stayed until Saturday afternoon. There were many ups and downs, but all in all I had a pretty good time.
I didn't get to spend a whole lot of time with just Tonie and I but that is all right. I had fun and it will...
It has been a while since I posted a blog, so I decided to post about my summer the good and the bad.
I will just start off by saying that this has been the best summer I have ever had so far, at least in the last 7 years. My husband and I have been getting a long great for the most part...
So I haven't posted a blog in a while and just thought that maybe I would. I really haven't been upto much. The fourth of July weekend was great. Got to play with the kids and wrestle with my brother work the firework stand all week and just relaxed and had a fantastic time.
The only...
This has just been a rough week, but thank you Jesus that your in control. Sunday afternoon, me and my three year old watched a man get ran over. Then is has been a battle with her just lashing out and being distructive. She has not listened and has been really whinny and cryie.
Then this...
I guess that would be the end but it will never truely be the end until I die, then I go to heaven and still....no end.
Well I then put up the biggest tallest wall one could possibly imagine, garanteed never to let anyone else get close. I still went to church every Sunday morning and evening...
We woke up and got ready for school, and when shelly went in to wake Brad up he wouldn't wake up so we had to rush him to the E.R. He spent a week there and was sent home, he supposedly knocked a bottle of Nyquil on the floor and then drank it. Then about a month later he over dosed again but...
Things went well for a while but then it happened I woke up and turned on the news and there was Donna on tv with hand cuffs...What! I was confused and surprised all at the same time so I turned up the volume and thats when I heard it, she had hired a man to Kill my step dad and she was going to...
My moms name is Donna and my dad Gary, together they had Vanessa the oldest Me(Jennie) the middle child,and Amber the youngest, and a few others before hand that died within the first trimester(because of moms blood type).
My mom and dad divorced when I was around 2, and so my grandma had to...