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I am tired but feel the need to post here. I started a diet couple days ago and am actually pretty excited about it. I need to losr weight for me. Because it will really help my self esteem and I'm motivated. My husband continues to do everything hr can to restore our marriage and I am still...
Well despite everything I still managed to have a good day. I am more secure in myself and my anger. I agree with others that our emotions are there to tell us something.. and anger isn't a bad thing.. but rather a symptom of being wronged and rightfully so. No more stuffing emotions for me...
Now that my husband has cheated on me, I can't help but relive it everyday... how he wanted the hot girl so bad, how he did it despite me telling him I would leave. How he had rejected me long before this. How I am not good enough physically, that I am overweight. How I am not young and pretty...
I am so mad god and hurt and again not able to sleep a wink. I have things to do a paper to write a bby to care for and I feel like my life is falling apart and I can't take it. I am too overwhelmed I'm in over my head I need u lord. What is sad is that I'm so used to being hurt that I...
I deserve someone who doesn't get turned on by the idea of having sex with someone else. I may not have a barbie doll body, and I may never. However I am still valuable and beautiful. My husband doesn't love me anymore. I mean he says he does and he doesn't want to have a divorce, however...
It just struck me this morning the warfare going on. Lord clease my home today like only u can.
Its 430 in the morning and I should have went to sleep 3 hours ago when the baby went to bed but I can't because of the stress, story of my life. To be honest I love her but dread my future days because ill be returning to work working 12 hour shifts and ill be worried about my husband and...
I am so mad at you for not loving me. I thought you would always love and protect me but I was wrong. I thought you were different from everyone else. I have no faith in my ability to be loved. I see nothing but sadness in my future. Don't tell me lies anymore I don't want to hear them I...
I am so hurt and angry by my husband. I can't handle any thing short of genuineness and won't accept anything less. I am pushing away his half hearted attempts and accept that it very well is likely to lead to divorce which I'm ok with because at this point I just don't want to hurt anymore...
I am pretty certain that most of my problems are due to s lack of patience. If only I had patience than I wouldn't do the bad things that I do. Where there Is patience there is hope. Lord how do I become more patient? But patience requires waiting and that is something I simply am too weak...
I was tempted today but god helped me get over it and it made me feel good.. because what was going on in my heart is that I am righteous and it feels good. Righteousness is so much more than what we do, but rather it is who we are and who we belong to. If you knew the sins I've engaged in you...
I will boast all the more in my weaknesses because when I am weak, he is strong
2 corinthians 12:9-11
God says.. "enough"
We struggle not against flesh but against principalities, and against the powers of this world.
I have peace right now because I know its not my war. God is stronger. We don't have to meddle through this life feeling defeated. Even though I get knocked down and discouraged u are there...
Why hope? Do u want to know how many times I have been dissapointed by it? I hate it that it lingers.. I cannot pray for the things I want because the moment I do I recall all the times I have earnestly prayed about something I hoped for and never saw it take place though I seen it in my mind...
I am so angry now that I can't sleep. The only reason I'm blogging here is because my husband reads whatever I journal and then fights with me over it. I cannot believe that I wasted my maternity leave doing stuff that I've done. I go back to work next week and I will be worried about what...
For my fiance,
Lord we have so much conflict and often we are both left feeling hurt, misunderstood, and questioning eachother's love. I know I need to pray for him and I but I don't know what to ask. It's there but then it escapes me. Please touch our circumstances, be apart of our arguments...
My middle name is stress. My work is a current source of a lot of my stress. I am looking forward to it being sunday, but that just brings me one day closer to it being Monday. And part of my stress from work is the paperwork. I have homework with my job and I don't like doing it on my time...
I don't know what I want to talk about yet so i'm just going to ramble. It's amazing how God takes our works, our pots and clay working with our own abilities to make something nice the best we can and although they don't turn out in an amazing way he adds his touch and makes it amazing. I think...
This is my first blog as godsgirl79, sometimes it's nice to start new and fresh. I want to start out with a praise report that we found a good family for our dog. We almost put her in the pound because she has allergies that we have been trying to treat however my daughter has allergies too and...