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Going To Hell Soon.
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Not doing too good. I think I'm going to hell tomorrow or at least something really bad will happen to me tomorrow. That is what my voices and thoughts are implying. I'm really afraid. I wanted to have a good time during my break from school, but so far I've been very afraid and paranoid every...
I really think I'm going to hell soon. Today, I went to a baseball game. It was really fun. I was afraid to sit in our seats because they were in the third deck. I usually sit in the bleachers or the 2nd deck and not so high. But I was able to face my fears and sit on the third deck. My team...
Well, I finished my game today, or at least one build of it. Hopefully I'll do well in my classes. I really believe that I'm going to get a C and then I'll be in a coffin forever. I know it doesn't make rational sense, but that's just what I believe based on the signs I've been given.
I keep...
I played some Settlers of Catan with my brother and my best friend today. That was the good of today.
The bad is that I'm not sure my work will be saved that I did this weekend. I have to find out on Monday whether or not my work will be saved.
I'm really worried that I will go to hell on...
Not doing very good. I keep trying to contact one of my classmates from school but I can't get through to him. The phone doesn't even ring. It just says "Call ended" as soon as I call him. I'm really worried that he's going to screw up our project and I haven't been able to contact him.
The...
Well, I switched back to the hell blog because now I'm feeling like I'm going to hell again. I was trying to be optimistic but now I feel really bad again. The voices in my head keep telling me to quit college or else suffer the consequences. I'm really afraid that Jesus will put me in hell in...
Feeling pretty bad. Today didn't seem too bad. I played some pool with my brother and my best friend. Afterward, I had a corn muffin with blueberries and a ginger beer. For dinner I had mashed potatoes, asparagus, channa masala beans, scrambled eggs, and kale. My brother and my best friend both...
I want to believe in Jesus, but I keep getting these awful feelings. Today I was listening to a music video and I got another deja vu. These deja vus that I get also seem like visions of the future. I feel like I've already done something and then I feel like I get a glimpse of the future along...
Today was pretty tough. The voices told me some things that really got me down. The voices really made me feel like I'm not loved. Everyone says God loves me, but this voice is always trying to bring me down. I have a hard time disbelieving it sometimes. I know that it's some form of the devil...
Well, today wasn't too bad. The voices are doing their usual thing. The evil voice says evil things. The good voice says nice things but he also tells me to quit college, so I question whether or not he really cares for me. Both voices are pressuring me to quit. I probably won't quit though...
Really believe I am going to hell soon. I keep arguing with the voices. They say "Maybe you're not a horrible person." I keep telling them all the things I did and that's why I'm a horrible person. I don't talk with people about what I did wrong, but I do talk to the voice about those things. I...
Really feeling miserable again. I had some good food today. I went to Mountain Mike's and had their garlic sticks with cheese and a root beer. It cost $9 and I gave then $1 as a tip. After that I gave $3 to a homeless and disabled man that I often help who live in my neighborhood.
Then I went...
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