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7 months its been since I lost my daughter to an accidental overdose. The first few months were foggy, at 6 months I felt like I woke up a bit it was actually painful and I could start to look around. I found that many people had left or weren't there to begin with that surprised me. I still...
I hide in my room and zone out to school work, and get lost in the land of the internet. I have fantasies of leaving and just traveling. In these long drawn out fantasies I am at peace, I am free and I am near the ocean. Always the thoughts of travel brings me to the ocean and the people are...
I'd like life to stop for moment and let me breathe, if it could just stop and I could walk and just be. The days run into each other and my mind still feels like I am on autopilot, I can go days without crying now but its like a tap and runs on the drop of a hat. Someone asks how I am doing and...
Its been two months since my daughter passed away, its hard to even write that. I went to my first counselling appointment last week and I realized that I had been avoided even thinking about it. The thought of having to spend the hour talking about "it" made me panic a bit and I was crying...
I did not realize the anger I would feel by people saying happy mothers day to me today. I had planned on not getting on social media and doing some gardening by myself today. My plans were waylaid as I ended up pulling a calf muscle last night and couldn't weight-bear today so I spent the day...
Today was a good day, its been awhile since I felt like I could say those words. Its been almost two months since I lost my only daughter to an accidental overdose. Most days I feel like I am in a crazy dream, and I often wonder how can this be my life. How can I be the mother who lost a child...
Its been a hellish summer one of the darkest times of my life. My 16yr old daughter left home and started living on the street. I have spent more time crying and in despair than I feel I can handle. Recently I have found out she is addicted to meth. I hate this drug with a passion, it has turned...