Here I am , sitting at my computer at home, back online after such a long time without internet access. Been on CF here and there but here I am at home WOO HOOO.
Lots of changes round here, My wife (the pretty one in the picture
) and I are looking into some options that would add to our family. Kinda will be hard to do on one salaray but we are trusting God for a miracle.
Seven years....wow has it been this long since I have hidden from myself. I know that sounds crazy but after Marissa Anne went on to glory ahead of her mother and I, I kind of shut down. I went into a preservatino mode. It was not that I stopped caring but in a sense I stopped living.
I did not stop trusting God, I did not stop walking with Him, I just simply allowed myself to withdraw into a shell of existence.
I was not mad at the world, I did not hate anyone, in fact I actually grew closer to God in ways I had never known before.
Then all of a sudden it happened..........
I cant explain it, all of sudden things started changing for the best. Sure things may be tight money wise , but thank God that our lives are more than meat and drink.
I have not found an oil wel, or anything like that but I guess the best way to describe it would be that a cloud of despair, whetever it was, has been lifted.
The only way I can describe is that God has showed up and showed out in my life.
PRaise be to His holy name.
so I guess the name of this entries was not really about the return to being online but the return to life in general... all I can say is
I'M BAck
Lots of changes round here, My wife (the pretty one in the picture
) and I are looking into some options that would add to our family. Kinda will be hard to do on one salaray but we are trusting God for a miracle.Seven years....wow has it been this long since I have hidden from myself. I know that sounds crazy but after Marissa Anne went on to glory ahead of her mother and I, I kind of shut down. I went into a preservatino mode. It was not that I stopped caring but in a sense I stopped living.
I did not stop trusting God, I did not stop walking with Him, I just simply allowed myself to withdraw into a shell of existence.
I was not mad at the world, I did not hate anyone, in fact I actually grew closer to God in ways I had never known before.
Then all of a sudden it happened..........
I cant explain it, all of sudden things started changing for the best. Sure things may be tight money wise , but thank God that our lives are more than meat and drink.
I have not found an oil wel, or anything like that but I guess the best way to describe it would be that a cloud of despair, whetever it was, has been lifted.
The only way I can describe is that God has showed up and showed out in my life.
PRaise be to His holy name.
so I guess the name of this entries was not really about the return to being online but the return to life in general... all I can say is
I'M BAck
