I am self focused,again in the wrong place picking my flaws one by one and over analyze my past mistakes.Every day is a mistake.every day could be better,every day is a day lost for me in secular terms and christian terms.
If I would die tomorrow I would not see my creator.Maybe because I am...
Maybe I have to lose everything,even myself,to see myself as a blurry reflection in the mirror and to ask myself If am human anymore.
Because it does not feel like it,like anything at all,I swing gently between these thoughts of letting it go and fight for a better tomorrow.
I feel like...