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Blog entries by r0keye

r0keye
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Five years ago when I turned 26, I thought I knew it all. I'd found my stride, enforcing my expectations on others, getting what I wanted, puffing up my pride. I was running this and organising that at church, getting asked to speak there and travel here to play my gat'. The perfect...
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Things have been full-on for me in the last 2 months. Since my last blog I wound up in a very tricky situation which is laughable from an external point of view. So.. there was this lady that I rather liked. Being a "wannabe good single christian man" I prayed about dating her many months...
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It broke. The loop of the handle caught on one of the plastic fasteners and snapped it. My literally brand new black, windproof sturdy umbrella. Right as the rain came pouring down. But it still popped out and did its job, and fulfilled its purpose, it just looked a bit silly as one side of the...
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You shall have no other gods before me.This is my first summer involved in street evangelism. Many times before or after I do outreach, all this anger, fear and doubt appears, hating what I do. It is scared, angry, resentful, bitter toward God and toward others. I have come to believe this is...
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Lord thank you for your infinite love and good deeds to men! I have had such a battle the last few months, working through the setting captives free course, dealing with all my sexual issues, bitterness, hatred in my life. I felt like it was getting worse not better, I kept submitting to God...
r0keye
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Recently, I have discovered that my issues with sexuality are just the tip of the iceberg with things in my life. I have major problems with idolatry. That is giving my heart to anything and everything except God himself. Big issues in my life: Food, internet, facebook, laziness...
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This weekend I did it. I actually did it. For the first time in my life, I went out and shared the gospel in a public environment with half a dozen other evangelists. It was terrifying and I didnt' know what to expect. But I had some amazing conversations with a wide variety of people...
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A tough day today. So much rage and resentment toward God. He has been instructing me to cut things out of my life. Like Facebook and social media. Deleting Facebook was difficult. But all for his glory. Taking up my cross and following Christ. Today, after practicing evangelism last...
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Such a tough day today. Receiving awards, dealing with pride, frustrated at work, mind wandering off into pride land. SSA desires and desires towards one particular female work colleague Ive worked with for on and off for a few years, a non believer. I got out for a game of touch...
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Just another day at work, getting distracted from work and browsing the internet. I tend to go to places like facebook and read all these Christian articles or search for websites which proclaim truth against the worlds views on immorality. But all this time wasting is avoiding work and...