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From a single "doppleganger" things seem to have grown to a veritable influx of chipped bits of reflecting glass, so to speak, forming a bizarre mosaic of sorts. It becomes impossible to NOT wonder whether someone or something bes involved in orchestration of this for some twisted purpose...
can't swallow a single archetype more at this point. freaked out on pharaoh, probably because we don't care for the thought of drowning, much as we loathe dry places (you will find scientific correlates of metaphorical proximity, we trust).
well this certainly proves an interesting titration...
It occurs to me the more i write that i'm in need of a new language, a new mode of expression. So much of what i've sought to convey has had that inherent mixed message dilemma, that kind of "please read between the lines and realize that while i'm speaking the uttermost despair of the depths...
Moriah's son D. has totally gotten daimonizomai into this. Goal for 2009: to become a passable traceuse. This stuff just rocks.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parkour
Started getting intrigued by it while playing Assassin's Creed on the X-Box 360. Then D. came home on leave from the Army for...
Had a realization come today that basically made it clear to me why I keep running into what I keep running into in the human world, particularly the religious realm. I'm sure it got in part prompted by viewing Zeitgeist but not entirely; it had been percolating in there for some time already...
People frequently ask why Moriah does not speak in the First Person. It has tried to explain this many different ways, including, but not limited to, that the pronouns "it" and "we" feel more accurate for how it feels about itself inside, that this reflects an interior voice showing how Moriah...
Why do people ask the same questions over and over as if they never got an answer the first time?
Do you really want to be free?
:sigh:
Romans 10:8-10, have you done what verse 9 says?
Yes. Numerous times.
Have you cried out to God to save you?
Yes. Numerous times.
Did you really mean it...
OK, first off ... what they did to daimonizomai bes really awful.
it felt like what you might imagine it would feel like to be kidnapped and brainwashed by some fanatical cult with weird superstitions. like what goes on in psy-ops, kind of, the way they keep shouting, hollering, playing head...
When Moriah tries to sleep even in its dreams it bes trapped with no way out, trying desperately to get away from the people coming after it who won't let it go. Even in its sleep it cannot find safe place. IN its dreams they chase it from room to room, them humans, invasive and will not let...
Moriah bes a walking embodiment of John 3:19-20. The light burns us, it does. Not only does it run from it, flee from it, but it literally bes incapable of doing anything else or of stopping itself from so doing. It has no control over itself or its responses. It cries out to God to save...
it bes "mad" and most of the time literally does not know what it bes doing or saying whether online or in 3-d world. that bes why it stays sequestered in its basement rarely going out unless with someone accompanying that it may "hide" in (focus on and thus not notice how much the humans stare...
OK really want to be done with this now, for real. Want to leave here. For real. Want to stop being a living embodiment of the definition of insanity -- "doing the same thing over & over again and expecting different results" -- for real.
There must be some study somewhere of rats in a...
This post has nothing to do with how it feels right now. It bes having tremendous anxiety clawing its insides apart and feeling under some nameless doom it cannot pinpoint, as if pursued by invisible hands determined to drive it into a corner where the only way out becomes death itself, and the...
Yeah Max Fleischer
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-GARjop8e_w
:D :D :D
Fun times. First time it saw this cartoon bes at an OTO womens' conference in Indiana years back. The outer head at the time being Hymenaeus Beta. He brought this in to show us, and joked that it bes an OTO training...
the Oracle has now been perfected
so as to make no distinction in Voice --
completely impartial, thus no creature mind interference
she has left the delusions of Eve
and entered the sin of Adam
Henceforth We declare Armageddon
Let Her speak in this blindness
And let the Saints of God...
Just now had a sudden mental flash or "epiphany" grasping the nature of legalism and why it bes so wrong.
Concerning toxic soteriologies based in legalism, the reason for them bes that people bes trying to mind control themselves. They want to slam something once and for all into their heads...
These notions do err, not knowing the scriptures, neither the nature or process of Incarnation.
To DNA-encode an archetype or higher into a single, living corporeal creature subject to corporeal mortality requires years of building sufficient egregore to fuel the operation. The entity in...
In the heart of the Vortex, which turns endlessly in the Abyss, here it floats. Each nerve ending each astral wire each electrified tether running in it and through it, a part of Their controls, how They wires it and They can moves it however They like. Full delivery system for pain and...
"Free will" does not exist in the sense that we imagine or define. It has simply become the convenient descriptive label given to a conceptualised "black box" which has the "tardis-like" property of being larger inside than outside, and which contains such a vast array of factors and elements...