Happy Birthday to me
I am 33 today
And how I made it this far
It has to be God
What a rollercoaster it has been
The ups and the downs
The love and loss
The meeting new friends
And the passing of old friends
And the loss of friendships along the way
I wish I could go back and change...
After what was said
After what was done
After all that
I have to end the relationship
After all the secrets shared
After all the trust built up
I just cannot trust anymore
I still care, I really do
However, it hurts too much
Maybe in time you will understand
When you see a...
It is time for her to move on
it is time for her to let go
she needs to move on
she needs to let go
she hopes that you will understand
this is not the end
please understand
she just cannot be here anymore
she just cannot take this anymore
she just cannot be herself anymore
she needs a change...
At times like these we as Christians need to come together for the common good but the enemy has us spending all our time bickering. If we cannot get along with each other, then how can we get along with non-believers? I am so tired of this black and white or rich and poor crap. God is the...
Dreaming of you with no face
And hoping someone will fill the space
All I ever wanted was to not be alone
And now I am finding myself alone
I admit I am lonely but not too lonely
I do not just want someone to fill the space
You seem so far away
But I dream of you anyway
Who are...
She smiles through many tears
Inside she hides many fears
inside she feels the pain
inside she is broken
inside her heart is cracked
From childhood on
she has been a punching bag
she has been a sex object
she has been a put down
how can you expect
her to trust ever again
Will her heart...
The pain cuts deep like a knife
the hurt stings like a bee
the heart wants to hill
the heart wants to mend
the room is spinning all around
there are ups and downs
it is a roller-coaster
nothing is ever stable
nothing is ever easy
it really all about sex
or can he really care about her
I really...
This aint easy to say because of who you are
And I know there will be backlash
But I gotta say this now
Or I will lose the nerve
I am done so done
So over so over
You have hurt me for the last time
Now I can forgive
But I will never forget
All the hurt you put me...
I am lonely. I want to date but alas I find no one. I have a daughter so that makes it hard to date. I go to a big Church but alas no single men around my age. I do not drink or smoke so the bar is out of the question, and who finds a good man there anyway. I would love to find a good christian...
I do not have angelic words to sing. I do not have poetic words to write. All I want to do is to praise you Lord Jesus. All that matters is the here and now. The past is just that and not worth dwelling on. I am free from all that pain, hurt, depression, etc. Though the scars are real and deep...
My daughter is so beautiful. I love every good thing about her. She is smart, cute, polite at times, even good most of the time. I just love her to pieces. She is the best part of me. I thank God everyday for her.
I see my pastor on Wednesday, I hope something good comes out of it....I just cannot take these episodes anymore. I might go in the ER if they keep coming back....
I have these episodes where I am lifted out of my body and the room is spinning. I am not dizzy or anything. In addition, things are moving fast and slow at the same time and I cannot keep up. I have had it off and on all my life and not sure where it comes from. Does anyone else have these kind...