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Foreverme Foreveri wrote a new note: Broken heart, life, soul, dreams, and beliefs.
Sep 12
She had such high hopes for herself.
She wanted to be a doctor. She wanted to help people. She found herself interested in God and who he was. How could she please God and be accepted by him?
Along the...
ongoing pain
fleeting happiness and pouring rain
i look for evidence he's part of my life
but my behavior makes me wonder why should i?
i dont deserve it, how arrogant can i be?
to expect him to love and care for me
i think back to the past and how i was trying to live for him
but ended...
I gained weight, even though its .3 of a pound in my fallen mind this represents failure. How can my mom lose 3 pounds and I gain .3 we ate practically the same thing. I feel bad because I should be happy for her because last week I lost 2 and she gained .4 or .6. But this shows how selfish and...
i am so very tired of school, i cannot concentrate.
its seems like failure is headed my way wednesday morning. my life is worthless, boring, and i'm tired of trying to be positive and believe things will change. i'm just so sick of everything. why is it so hard to just accept failure?:confused::(
is the only left to do is laugh, sometimes i stop and think is it really that serious that im goin thru ths, for some strange reason i stop and think its not that serious, but i get sad again and the pain returns, this world is too cruel and i dont wanna be apart of it anymore, im sick of...
i wanna die today, im tired of living like this, my life has no purpose, i wont be missed, people may mourn but they will get over it, thats how life goes, its cruel and painful, i wish i was never created, i wish my birth could be reversed. there is nothing for me here, everything has been...
my feelings about God and life
depressed at times
feel like i will never be changed or "rehabilitated" after the pain, sinning, and failure
father in prison
dont know how i will prepare for MCAT
dont know if i'll be accepted into medical school
empty at times
rejection and ignored
i will never be free
i will fail my tests and end up with low grades in my science classes and i wont be accepted into medical school.
i will never find true love and a husband.
im plain and ugly
i will never lose weight
i am a mistake
there is no purpose for my life
i will continue to be...
at a women's meeting on saturday that i decided to go to my mom with something happened. I believe it was a way God was speaking to me. First of all, I was going to stay up at school in Boca for the rest of the weekend and Veteran's Day. I had to go to an interview bootcamp on Saturday 9:30 am-...
sometimes i feel like i have been left behind,sitting on a curb, just watching but at the same time proclaiming Him to be loving,merciful, joyful, and all that people who have experienced Him say He is, but really i dont know Him. I only know of Him dying on the cross, i know of Him loving the...