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why I journal...
I journal to reflect upon my thoughts and feelings in order to sort out the wise from the foolish...to bring healing to my heart and mind.
I don't think I need to journal anymore. There are times when my brain gets cluttered but no longer leads my thoughts in the wrong...
I have been trying to find out what is wrong with me...I get these spells, they are bad...I have been having them for decades...alot of the symptoms are the same as panic and/or anxiety...I also get a sour stomach and and I have alot of physical pain from being tensed up all the time and extreme...
mind clutter.....journaling it out always helped. When I was growing up we did not talk about things. I in particular was forbadden to say anything about anything at anytime...lol. it's good I can laugh at those things now, seems so not so long ago it always made me cry or at least want to...
I still have healing to do, I just was meditating and it came to me that though my brain(mind) has healed and I no longer have false truths ruling me and no more what if's taking me over---the other day a swarm of cops decended in my yard in chase of a guy who was wanted for aggravated asult...
was going to write about weird so called coincidences/happenstances...such as, today I was at the cabin and said to my son-in-law that peaches were my fav fruit...when I got home later I turned on my fav radio station and heard this song I'd not heard before..."I'm going to the country and eat a...
I have been puzzling what is it with mothers and daughters...why do daughters flip so over a mothers words...so I went to god...god's answer: Mother's think oh they (the daughter/s) never listen to them (the mother) anyway and so gives little thought to things she says, to her she is just having...
Hurrican Jimina
I have been in love with Arizona since I first came here at age 16....I just love all the open space, I'd never seen anything like before and Jimmy , my older brother and I spent hours as kids watching and playing cowboys and indians............I had a facination with Native...
the weather is changing up here on the mountain, summer came and went so fast as time moves faster and faster now...I think it is the confession of people that has made this happen, who doesn't/hasn't confessed there is not enough time......I have always been a deep thinking, from being kept...
The past does not exist.
Confessing Jesus
it occurred to me about a week ago, maybe I ought to be praying to Jesus, and giving thanks to Jesus not "God"...I don't believe in a god entity, god to me is 3 substainable laws of the universe--the law of karma, the law of creation, and the law of...
It is the time of sorrows......Sorrow is the first step to Inlightenment. I pray freverently sorrows will not come upon my family..even so, my son-in-law's brother died last week and he was devestated. Always is so when one comes face to face with mortality. Is why so many have reacted in...
I got stuck, was stuck for years....I have changed my perspective on alot of things. ...when something isn't working, find a different approach.
Things are good. I am growing healthier and stronger daily.
I decided not to define myself by others insecurities.
My home is really really really...
Today I was feeling down, kept thinking sure wish I would see manifest the things of god and some supernatural stuff....brooded for hours, then went back to bed for hours, then got up and turned on Joyce Meyers, she said and it reminded me, faith comes from hearing......
we are not born with it...
God said to me today,"You are still waiting for that Kingdom...You need to live as though you are already in it."
first the confession, then the manifestation.
God's Kingdom is not of words, but of power.
Healing is a process. Joyce Meyer said she became depressed at times when she felt she should not talk, or say more than the bare miminum....I become depressed too when I feel I have to monitor myself always. Journaling is about not monitor myself...
when people let you down and you find they are not who they have pretended...when friends are only friends when it is convienient for them but not for you and you feel alone and darkness never leaves....I always know where to find the light....seasons come and go and people have long lost a...