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Blog entries by HopingForJesus

HopingForJesus
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Fighting to find my footing This ground is unsteady and sharp I reach out with my eyes closed tightly Praying you will grasp my hands Hoping you will cleanse my thoughts Dying for you to live inside of me Believing, not seeing Opening my heart With this tiny seed of faith Wanting you more than...
HopingForJesus
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Help me to have the faith that you love me Help me to believe that you wish good upon me Help me to know that your protection is for me and that you have no harm in your plans That I am yours and you are mine That you will make right my heart and mind and help me to love you with all my might
HopingForJesus
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I am sad for a lot of reasons. Just got done bawling my eyes out after reading facebook's postings of a girl who just lost her little brother the other day. He was only 8 years old. He was from our church. His name was Cooper. God keep you Cooper, and may he comfort your family. :cry:
HopingForJesus
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Why am I sad, so lackluster and lost I cannot pinpoint it, yet my heart is the cost I don't feel like smiling, or dealing at all I don't feel like answering When anyone calls. I feel like crying but have no tears to cry I thirst for some meaning but the well has gone dry Why am I here, Please...
HopingForJesus
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I wish things didn't have to be so complicated. I have been fighting some depression along with anxiety and have been spending a lot of time sleeping. I don't even know why I am writing right now. I feel trapped inside my own head. I also am confused about what I should do. I want to contact my...
HopingForJesus
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I write this now with the truth I can bring forth From this spring which has but nearly dried up I have coaxed the drops of renewal for my spirit and mind Hoping it will be good enough for you my God. I am weak and I am a sinner. I have prayed to be saved, and yet I feel incomplete and like a...
HopingForJesus
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We face hardship at every turn Yet we still hold onto a thinning cord Only to be quickly thickened By the Truth of God's Infinite Word It hurts to doubt and fall behind I feel like I fail and have lost desire I wish I could be strong again To be filled with Holy Fire
HopingForJesus
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Please restore the weak and lonely Those who put their trust in you only Please heal the one I have been praying for Give her a chance, please give her more She is so young, and maybe frail Please heal her Lord, may your love prevail May your name be forever praised May joy at your presence be...
HopingForJesus
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Born Again The year has passed Revived in faith To breathe at last Holding on To my savior's hand As he holds mine In the promised land
HopingForJesus
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I awake from the crazy schedule I cannot break away from. So, I come here to read a few posts. I also spend time talking to you. I sure hope you are hearing me, because I feel like you are near. I feel less alone with you than anyone else while my husband lies snoring. I really really need a...
HopingForJesus
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My brother please walk close with me today For I am weak and must not stray Your strength and love are all I need To live in a world of endless greed My God be near me each and every day Whether or not I am able to pray Good morning I say to you my Love The one upon whom rested a Dove The Holy...
HopingForJesus
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I felt your Spirit move today Despite the torment of my mind Each day I am getting closer to you And now know I was not left behind. For all those out there like me Whose minds are ill and torn Only you can bring us hope and peace And we shall no longer be forlorn. In the company of...
HopingForJesus
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Yesterday I believe you were near And in the early morning I now find some peace Jesus thank you for being there To set my heart at ease I want so much more to know you So many things I need to do But again in my time of healing I can only think so much through So please my Lord be patient And...
HopingForJesus
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You know the pain I have been going through So badly I want to change For you, For God, for the entire world Right now everything seems so strange The simplest tasks take eons I may want to drift away But we need to take refuge in each other And wherever the Lord does stay
HopingForJesus
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I love you Jesus As I sit here with the sun Shining brighter through my window Than it has in so long I love you Lord Today I sang your Praise The enemy is falling Because you stay with me always NO matter how the darkness comes You still have brought me life No matter how hard things may seem...
HopingForJesus
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Since my mind is a mess And invaded by things I do not understand Do you still have hold of my Spirit, and my soul? Has your Spirit left me and abandoned me? Or is this a test, a trial, to see how long I can fight this... To see how loyal I am... Will you protect me in this weakness?Will you...
HopingForJesus
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Dear God, Help to humble me. But also help me to also find strength and faith and to accept your salvation regardless of my horrible mind and the things it has said. It is not really me. It is not the real me. The fears and changes in my emotion have made it hard for me to find my true self...
HopingForJesus
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Doubt is a sickness In itself it brings pain And endless confusion Where forgiveness should reign And yet I do not doubt That somewhere up above You still are there And there are those that you Love What am I seeking? Where am I going? Only in you Is there any way of knowing Let me...
HopingForJesus
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You won't let me wither You won't let me fade When I'm thirsty and faint You provide me with Shade And Living waters so deep So cool and so blue Whenever I stray I am called back by You Conquer when I am weak Protect me in this War I cannot face it alone Yet you always go before As you were...
HopingForJesus
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I am no Psalmist With My broken wings My voice cries out Yet I still can sing And tears I cry For missing you Is all I can think of Tis all I do Selah, this word In the ancient Song The break to continue As my road is long Does my voice still please you? For seems it is all I have now I will...